BBQBiker

Jen, thank you so much for the reading - so much in there that I am going to have to reread it several times and then again each month. I am especially grateful for you doing this current month/upcoming week for me. I have been a nervous wreck with the live TV and multiple trick shows coming up and now I feel that I can breath. I will not visualize failure instead I will visualize fun and success.
Practicing now to get ready will be a pleasure not a nerve racking, tight pit in the stomach feeling.

Jsbodhi

Ok I'm going to admit something disgusting.
I had to pour water on my cigs too, because I would just go get the pack out of the garbage if I didn't

Midwest1981

Smart lady! I am not miserable but when my husband is drunk I wonder if it is all worth it! It probably isn't. Ugh. I've had a bad day.

brynn

Thanks Sis B....I love myself..ha! I really do which is weird....I honestly do like myself. For me I guess, not being in a relationship is a choice right now. Too many trust issues and I don't know how to get over that.

Now....where's cast on that medusa report???

Jsbodhi

I absolutely loved the reading I did for this week! The cards were some of the most positive in the entire deck!
Its going to be great, just like you said, keep positive!

Copper442

Meh, two broken engagements, various forms of abuse, and sleeping/dating more guys than I can shake a stick at all before age 30 has done me in.

B, you're going to do great!

Jen, I'm right there with you. I actually used to go through ash trays and I would take all the tobacco out of the butts and roll my own cigarettes....pretty gross.

West, I'm so sorry you've had a bad day. I don't have anything beneficial to offer as far as the husband goes but I send you lots and lots of hugs!

Copper442

Alright dangit! Jen, put the kid down for shuffle 4 stack 3

Jsbodhi

Alright!!!

Midwest1981

Yeah it's okay copper! thanks! I choose to put up with it and I can choose to move on too if I want.

Jsbodhi

I've book marked an episode of ' FBI criminal pursuit' to watch later on youtube.
Its called " internet slave master"
That should be cast's new dating screen name

BBQBiker

Here is a picture of my dog Jack practicing for the upcoming trick shows. So proud of him. I'll take it down in a few minutes if I can figure out how. HaHa

Midwest1981

That is amazing BBQBiker! Go jack .

Do you have any dog food recs ?

BBQBiker

I removed the picture.

Midwest1981

Wow! He is so cute.

BBQBiker

Middy, I feed all raw to Jack - he is a performance athlete and I cannot imagine giving him processed food. Plus he gets gelatin and local honey.
I have studies it and can direct you to a good primer if you want to know more.

BBQBiker

Okay - how do I delete the photo posts after you all have seen them?

Midwest1981

Sure I would like to know more info if you have the links. My moms shih tzu is missing some teeth because of her age I am not sure what I can do to help her.

castdown

Long story short. Nothing.

I figure you guys are interested because we want good things to happen to each other as we climb out of the sh1t we're in. Trust me, I want the same for you all too. And I am happy when I read positive things... Supportive when I read things that can be improved... Et cetera.

Miss Medusa lives 163km away. Although I am appreciative that a figure from Greek mythology takes a casual interest in a mere mortal such as me, she's around 133km outside of the radius I am willing to consider. I've done long distance relationships to death. Yeah 163km is only about an hour and a bit drive and therefore not so long a distance. I would just prefer someone more local.

Midwest1981

BBQBiker- I always upload my pictures to photobucket then delete them from there...

BBQBiker

Middy, the best primer is a book called Raw Dog Food by Carina Beth Macdonald. Its less than $20 bucks on Amazon.