Class of December 2014 Part 13
Sitting here having quite the pity party. Sometimes not drinking is a bummer. All of my friends are hanging around at a bar together right now and I'm sitting at home alone. It's not the drinking I miss, it's my friends. I do get to see hem sometimes but not as much as before. I had made tentative plans to go to lunch with my guy friend, but he kinda forgot and went and ate at the bar instead. I guess I didn't make it clear enough to him that I really wanted to have lunch with him and that I was looking forward to it.
Today I went to a nidra meditation yoga, the instructor is aweosme and takes us so deep into meditation I went completely under and forgot where I was, it does wonders for me
I'm going later to a different place. I don't like the place they were. It's where I did most of my bad behaving in the past. My friend just apologized to me. He didn't think I was planning on the lunch. I hate to make plans for him so I guess I left things too loose. But he feels bad anyway.
Didn't ask me, but I became a huge fan of Country Inn & Suites... everyone ive stayed at always had a gym and laundry room
JS! Do you do the hot yoga thing these chicks at work keep talkin about? I'll keep my comments about yoga pants to myself
Mld *hugs* Are you feeling better from earlier or did Della infect you? Is that why you're not going?
JS! Do you do the hot yoga thing these chicks at work keep talkin about? I'll keep my comments about yoga pants to myself
Mld *hugs* Are you feeling better from earlier or did Della infect you? Is that why you're not going?
Mild...I hope you get to see your guy friend later. I still don't go to the bars I used to hang out in...lots of weird memories...some fun times, but a lot of nights ending in various disasters.
Tonks...hot yoga is awesome! You should try it sometime! and
Richard Simmons might even let you borrow some of his yoga pants!! Ha!
Yeah...my hotel has a gym and laundry too...yippee!
Tonks...hot yoga is awesome! You should try it sometime! and
Richard Simmons might even let you borrow some of his yoga pants!! Ha!
Yeah...my hotel has a gym and laundry too...yippee!
I am feeling ok. The sore throat was just mostly from dry air, I think. I didn't go to the bar because no one asked me. But I'm meeting them at 3 to watch basketball at a different place.
Y'all, did anyone experience rumors that weren't true about yourselves? I did. Yes, I did some stupid stuff, but the rumor mill here in my town is evil and according to it, I slept with every guy I even talked to at a bar. One of the reasons my guy friend doesn't want to be with me. He believed all of it at the time. I have to,d him over and over again I didn't do all that stuff - but who is going to believe a drunk? And I did do some of it. He sees it as cheating on him, but I don't get that because we were on and off and he never made it clear to me where we stood. But in any case, he was hurt and feels betrayed. He says he might never trust me again.
Y'all, did anyone experience rumors that weren't true about yourselves? I did. Yes, I did some stupid stuff, but the rumor mill here in my town is evil and according to it, I slept with every guy I even talked to at a bar. One of the reasons my guy friend doesn't want to be with me. He believed all of it at the time. I have to,d him over and over again I didn't do all that stuff - but who is going to believe a drunk? And I did do some of it. He sees it as cheating on him, but I don't get that because we were on and off and he never made it clear to me where we stood. But in any case, he was hurt and feels betrayed. He says he might never trust me again.
I had been away travelling for a couple years and came home and lost touch with my friends, so was making new ones, I made a lot of friends with his friends and kinda got into that social circle.
When we broke up, he told everyone all kinds of horrible things about me. It was a really hard time in my life, really hard.
I felt horrible and dirty about things I had never even done!
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