Class of July 2013 Part 17
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My friends son just died . He was 37.
My own son who is almost the same age has shut me out after an argument with his sister because of that evil thing he lives with.
she has sent me the most vile messages telling me I will never see my grandchildren again.
What makes a woman so hateful & toxic , when all you have done is welcome her into your family.
I have never hated anyone in my life , but I can honestly say , I hate her.
My own son who is almost the same age has shut me out after an argument with his sister because of that evil thing he lives with.
she has sent me the most vile messages telling me I will never see my grandchildren again.
What makes a woman so hateful & toxic , when all you have done is welcome her into your family.
I have never hated anyone in my life , but I can honestly say , I hate her.
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I'm really sorry Snoozy for your loss and the treatment. I do believe truth always outs tho 
I'm sorry you had a bad couple of days too Leshar. Quite a few people seem to be down this week, and I mean enough to be noticeable..
Might be winter?
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I'm sorry you had a bad couple of days too Leshar. Quite a few people seem to be down this week, and I mean enough to be noticeable..
Might be winter?
D
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How are things, Snoozy? I'm sorry to hear about the rift with your son.
Thanks, Dee. I don't know what is wrong. I'm still going down. I had a good play reading yesterday, lots of compliments from audience members, but I'm struggling, I feel a lack of joy which had been coming back. I'm craving alcohol and sweets again which hasn't been a problem for quite a while. I'm discouraged but I'm trying to keep doing the right thing, like getting out of bed, grooming etc. I don't know if I can go to Mexico, be around my friends who like to drink a lot. Weird, only a week or so ago, I was so much better able to do things. My brain chemistry is bizarre.
Thanks, Dee. I don't know what is wrong. I'm still going down. I had a good play reading yesterday, lots of compliments from audience members, but I'm struggling, I feel a lack of joy which had been coming back. I'm craving alcohol and sweets again which hasn't been a problem for quite a while. I'm discouraged but I'm trying to keep doing the right thing, like getting out of bed, grooming etc. I don't know if I can go to Mexico, be around my friends who like to drink a lot. Weird, only a week or so ago, I was so much better able to do things. My brain chemistry is bizarre.
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Hi Leshar , I'm sitting at the hairdressers , chillin. Just found out one of my best friends Sharon has a mass in between her heart & lungs . She is having a PET scan. It doesn't look good she said. Devastated
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Sorry to not feel bubbly , just having a bad week . My daughter in law still won't let me see the kids. I'm having terrible nightmares . Im calling in sick for work on the weekend @ taking myself off to a 2 day scrabble tournament where I don't have to think.
Love to all of you , my dear Julyers xoxox hugs
Love to all of you , my dear Julyers xoxox hugs
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Yes, sorry for everyone's troubled times.
Sober Leigh...it took me a few yoga sessions to get back into it, but our teacher is so great. Funny side benefit, helps me to focus and forget to worry what people think (I.e. Am I totally looking stupid as I struggle with this pose?)....to focusing on what I'm trying to achieve and feeling good about small improvements.
It's hard to pinpoint, but the magic didn't happen straight away, but after a few weeks and talking to my teacher, I love it.
Sober Leigh...it took me a few yoga sessions to get back into it, but our teacher is so great. Funny side benefit, helps me to focus and forget to worry what people think (I.e. Am I totally looking stupid as I struggle with this pose?)....to focusing on what I'm trying to achieve and feeling good about small improvements.
It's hard to pinpoint, but the magic didn't happen straight away, but after a few weeks and talking to my teacher, I love it.
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Originally Posted by Leshar 
How are things, Snoozy? I'm sorry to hear about the rift with your son.
Thanks, Dee. I don't know what is wrong. I'm still going down. I had a good play reading yesterday, lots of compliments from audience members, but I'm struggling, I feel a lack of joy which had been coming back. I'm craving alcohol and sweets again which hasn't been a problem for quite a while. I'm discouraged but I'm trying to keep doing the right thing, like getting out of bed, grooming etc. I don't know if I can go to Mexico, be around my friends who like to drink a lot. Weird, only a week or so ago, I was so much better able to do things. My brain chemistry is bizarre.
Thanks, Dee. I don't know what is wrong. I'm still going down. I had a good play reading yesterday, lots of compliments from audience members, but I'm struggling, I feel a lack of joy which had been coming back. I'm craving alcohol and sweets again which hasn't been a problem for quite a while. I'm discouraged but I'm trying to keep doing the right thing, like getting out of bed, grooming etc. I don't know if I can go to Mexico, be around my friends who like to drink a lot. Weird, only a week or so ago, I was so much better able to do things. My brain chemistry is bizarre.
I am wondering if you have been/are subconsciously unsettled about your initial decision to go to Mexico.
Sometimes when I am second guessing a decision, I become anxious and a bit low.
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Originally Posted by SnoozyQ
My friends son just died . He was 37.
My own son who is almost the same age has shut me out after an argument with his sister because of that evil thing he lives with.
she has sent me the most vile messages telling me I will never see my grandchildren again.
What makes a woman so hateful & toxic , when all you have done is welcome her into your family.
I have never hated anyone in my life , but I can honestly say , I hate her.
My own son who is almost the same age has shut me out after an argument with his sister because of that evil thing he lives with.
she has sent me the most vile messages telling me I will never see my grandchildren again.
What makes a woman so hateful & toxic , when all you have done is welcome her into your family.
I have never hated anyone in my life , but I can honestly say , I hate her.
What a horrible thing for your grandchildren's mother to deprive you of seeing those little ones and what horrible thing for her to deprive them of you. Very cold and callous for a mother to deprive her children of something as wonderful as the love of their grandmother. I hope that something works out.
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Hi SL, no, it's purely my brain chemistry going awry. I'm in relapse mode. I've done nothing all day except have a shower. I'm seeing a psych next Tuesday. I don't want to go to Mexico now. I feel awful and cheated of wellness.
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Try and not get too discouraged Leshar - this is not snakes and ladders where you've slid back down to square one 
something was working there for a while and working really well - your meds may just have to be tweaked or something?
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something was working there for a while and working really well - your meds may just have to be tweaked or something?
D
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