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Old 01-24-2014, 06:19 AM
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Morning everyone!
Something interesting and awesome happened to me this AM. I went to my morning meeting, the topic of which was spirituality, and I left feeling overwhelmed with gratitude.

I live in the apartment building that my mom grew up in before her father died of cirrhosis of the liver. Every day on my way home I pass the church where my grandfathers funeral service was held back in 1968. Today, looking over at it, this feeling passed over me like a wave and I broke down and cried in the middle of the block.

There I was, sober and in recovery and changing my life and I felt this contrast between, yet connection to my grandfather and in that moment, I grieved him. But it wasn't a sad cry, it was a cathartic, grateful cry. That is the best way I can explain it. I cried all the way home and fell on my bed and cried some more! I'm just so grateful to be sober this morning and wanted to share my experience with you all.
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Old 01-24-2014, 06:39 AM
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Brooksie.
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Old 01-24-2014, 06:40 AM
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That's beautiful, Brooksie. It really is.
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Old 01-24-2014, 06:56 AM
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Thx for sharing Brooksie...
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Old 01-24-2014, 07:46 AM
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Oh Brooksie. I know that feeling. My grandmother killed herself after a lifetime battle with addiction. I want to give you a hug. There aren't really words for what you're doing in your life - how meaningful it is.
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Old 01-24-2014, 07:48 AM
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So. It's a happy day - five months today! And that means five months of knowing you lovely people! I have reached this day because of your support and acceptance. Thank you guys.

Random note - Rochele, I ordered a bunch of the Wheat Belly books. I need to get things in check.
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Old 01-24-2014, 08:39 AM
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Still here guys and still sober, three months done now and going to 4-5 AA meetings aweek.
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Old 01-24-2014, 09:03 AM
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Renarde, congrats on 5 months! Amazing!

Black, wonderful on the 3 months!!

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Old 01-24-2014, 10:31 AM
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Just saw this story about Elizabeth Vargas.

Elizabeth Vargas: I am. I am an alcoholic, says ABC news anchor | abc11.com
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Old 01-24-2014, 10:46 AM
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Well done Renarde and Black !

I'm very glad I was sober in these last days as lots of work came along and I wonder how I could have manged if I was drunk....
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Old 01-24-2014, 11:27 AM
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Originally Posted by Renarde View Post
So. It's a happy day - five months today! And that means five months of knowing you lovely people! I have reached this day because of your support and acceptance. Thank you guys.

Random note - Rochele, I ordered a bunch of the Wheat Belly books. I need to get things in check.
Congrats on 5 months Renarde
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Old 01-24-2014, 11:30 AM
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Good story. Going public with her alcoholism was brave and awesome!
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Old 01-24-2014, 11:32 AM
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Renarde, congrats on 5 months! You're doing such a great job!
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Old 01-24-2014, 12:28 PM
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Thanks for that story on Elizabeth Vargas. I enjoyed it.
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Old 01-24-2014, 01:50 PM
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Congratulations Renarde

thanks for sharing that brOOksie - powerful post.

Great to see you black

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Old 01-24-2014, 01:51 PM
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Black, wonderful to see you! Congrats on 3 months sober!

Lillian, where arrrrrrrrrrrrrrre youuuuuuuu? Hoping you're OK, and I'm more than a bit impertinently curious about yesterday. If you don't want to talk about it, feel free to say so, we'll all draw a line, and it will never be mentioned again.
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Old 01-24-2014, 03:37 PM
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Renarde: 5 months! You are awesome.
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Old 01-24-2014, 03:47 PM
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Congratulations on 5 months Renarde!

Well done Black on 3 months!

Ive had a day full of AA today, met up with two separate friends earlier then a meeting tonight, so a bit mentally drained now. Bit gutted today that I couldn't do my weights because my arm is still hurting, but still a sober day done and dusted so cant be too bad.
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Old 01-24-2014, 03:53 PM
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Well done renarde
black we are probally going to some of the same meetings thats quite funny
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Old 01-24-2014, 06:19 PM
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Nice sober event at my son's school tonight. Just got back. I like when I have an actual activity to go out and do on a weekend evening. Spares me some of the time I have to watch dh have his beers.
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