Class of September 2012 Part 10
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Sounds like a mostly good trip well... Sorry to hear that you drank, though i can certainly understand it. Vacations are hard. Sounds like you were able to pick yourself up and move on from it.
It's been a good weekend, mainly just hanging around resting. I've felt very tired for some reason, thankfully it is a long weekend for me and I have tomorrow off as well
See you all at the podium!
It's been a good weekend, mainly just hanging around resting. I've felt very tired for some reason, thankfully it is a long weekend for me and I have tomorrow off as well
See you all at the podium!
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Happy Wednesday all
Last night I had a "drinking dream," it was so vivid. I got drunk and had an awful hangover and was so mad at myself for blowing my sobriety at 10+ months, so close to a year. The only good part about it was the feeling of relief when I woke up and realized it was only a DREAM! I know if it happened in real life, it would feel just like the dream did and I would be so angry with myself for giving in. I guess in a way, I am grateful to be reminded of that.
Hope everyone is doing well
Last night I had a "drinking dream," it was so vivid. I got drunk and had an awful hangover and was so mad at myself for blowing my sobriety at 10+ months, so close to a year. The only good part about it was the feeling of relief when I woke up and realized it was only a DREAM! I know if it happened in real life, it would feel just like the dream did and I would be so angry with myself for giving in. I guess in a way, I am grateful to be reminded of that.
Hope everyone is doing well
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Thanks Ozark and Hope, everything is going fine today
I think maybe I have just been thinking about sobriety extra because of all the summer triggers -- pool parties, barbecues and all that sort of thing. Maybe the added effort to stay sober has carried itself into my dreams. In terms of my life otherwise, everything is going ok and I have absolutely nothing to complain about. I may just need to refocus on taking care of myself, not getting too tired, not going to too many social events of the type that I find taxing.
I am off for the weekend now, no work this friday so hooray for that
Hope you are all good today
I think maybe I have just been thinking about sobriety extra because of all the summer triggers -- pool parties, barbecues and all that sort of thing. Maybe the added effort to stay sober has carried itself into my dreams. In terms of my life otherwise, everything is going ok and I have absolutely nothing to complain about. I may just need to refocus on taking care of myself, not getting too tired, not going to too many social events of the type that I find taxing.
I am off for the weekend now, no work this friday so hooray for that
Hope you are all good today
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