ViciousCycle

I really, really hate to ask this Hoop, but have you considered checking in somewhere for a period of time? Maybe you need that extra help to get this thing beat? Just a thought my friend. You know how much I care about you.

Hooped

I'm scaring myself silly R&A.
Hoping to ease the landing I suppose.

I don't know about tomorrow.. I'm an alcoholic and this is what I do.

A six pack to ease my jitters? The jokes on me. It's overpowering.
I've been fighting this for years thats all I can do.

I'm on my 4th one right now and already getting a little antsy about having only 2 left. But I do feel better.

I know it's kinda ******** to be drinking and posting on a recovery board... but nobody understands this nightmare better than you folks here.

I'll end it. Have to. I have the tools and I know I can do it.

But I'm scared man. Not in a very good place right now.

Probably sound like a lunatic posting here like this... I know I feel like one.

Dee74

Guys, it's hard being a mod sometimes. We have to make decisions for the community as a whole that are sometimes not popular with individual members.

The right thing to do tho is PM the mod concerned or another mod like me or admin Anna.

For that reason I removed a post - I really believe this board, and this thread, should be about recovery - especially now.

I'm open to any PMs anytime on this or any other matter...but I think it's time to move on and time for a fresh start here...I hope you'll join us Soph

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...10-pt-5-a.html

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