Whiners Anonymous Part 20
too many people think im super woman i reckon,
well thats my whine
just so the universe knows im pisds weak really or i wouldnt do the stupid stuff to myself that i did an end up in hospital an now more down than ever.
least i get to sleep in my own bed tonight instead of a hospital gurney,
in ER for the night, oh how restfull that was! not!
well thats my whine
just so the universe knows im pisds weak really or i wouldnt do the stupid stuff to myself that i did an end up in hospital an now more down than ever.
least i get to sleep in my own bed tonight instead of a hospital gurney,
in ER for the night, oh how restfull that was! not!
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Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: Nursing Home in Brick, New Jersey
Posts: 5,174
Sorry, if it appeared that I didn't take your whine seriously. I know how it feels to want to "get moving", but don't know in which direction to move, or even if I want to move at all. I usually make a list (yeah...I'm "one of those"), and try to do something on the list, crossing off as I complete whatever. If nothing else, I've done something just by making the list!
I'm feeling better now so started my walking again. On Saturday mr cmc and I walked for an hour at the beach on the waters edge and then yesterday I ventured out at dusk on my usual path in the neighborhood. As I was chatting on the phone with mr, an ibis flew about ten feet overhead. I was saying to mr..."Oh...wow! ...." and then it happened.
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SPLAT!!! The bird let loose what birds let loose and it landed on top of my head!!!
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SPLAT!!! The bird let loose what birds let loose and it landed on top of my head!!!
Am doing better at getting thru withdrawal from the meds they gave me at the hospital, only now I'm so groggy I can't do much. So will rest a lot and drink lots of water and juice so this detox can be over with and I can start living a normal life without alcohol.
Might be a good idea to take the dogs for a nice long walk, get outside in the fresh air and sunshine.
Might be a good idea to take the dogs for a nice long walk, get outside in the fresh air and sunshine.
proud of myself for actually giving the dogs a nice long walk. then came home and forced myself to clean out all the litter boxes to get it out for trash day tomorrow. at least the house doesn't stink now.
so the dogs and cats are all happy now... am so am I.
so the dogs and cats are all happy now... am so am I.
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Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Flint MI
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I wish I had the strength that I once had...........more than that I just wish I had strength...........I so want off this ride that we call exsistance....so tired of trying to be strong for everyone when all I want to do is give up.................so ******* sick of it all.....i wont use drugs i wont drink i dont have sex to fall back on anylonger...........all of my vises are gone and I am too damn strong to slice my wrist...........I just want off of this tilt a whirl exsistance........going to bed so I can stare at the damn ceiling and do what I do best worry about everything when no one or anything really matters.....but ill put a smile on my face and let everyone believe I am ok.....in the morning ok???? bacause right now I just want to bawl like a baby
night whiners.........and no not all of you would understand that but most of who know me understand what I just said so for those of you.............thanks for loving me for me
Pamm
night whiners.........and no not all of you would understand that but most of who know me understand what I just said so for those of you.............thanks for loving me for me
Pamm
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Pammy - you wanna bawl, you do that. Maybe you'll feel better for it. If you can't, just keep on posting on here to let it all out. Big Hugs and Love
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Jerz - I like the snail. You're quite right, however when it's really slow, I get page error notifications and my Internet cuts out. Blummin annoying - happened just now...grrrrrr
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Jerz - I like the snail. You're quite right, however when it's really slow, I get page error notifications and my Internet cuts out. Blummin annoying - happened just now...grrrrrr
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