Bottoms Part 112
i watched oprah this morning and she had a thing on saving $. the lady givin' the lecture said to make a list of everything you are going to buy and then divide it into "need" and "want". so i took out my shopping/to do list and of the about 15 things on that list - i only NEEDED TWO OF THE THINGS (city sticker for my car and toilet paper).
man. that sux ax.
man. that sux ax.
:ghug Thank you all. I'm trying to stay in the moment but feel overwhelmed with anxiety and a feeling of impending doom. Have to go out in the cold and ice for an appt and to pick up daughter's boyfriend - he's coming home with her and helping her clean her disaster area! He's quite a guy!
I know this will pass... but when??:wtf2 So glad I have family here to come to when feeling bad.
The last few days I've had terrible urges to get smashed and just 'get away' from reality. I won't do it, cause I know it would only make things worse, but the desire to just 'get away' from everything is so overwhelming.
I know this will pass... but when??:wtf2 So glad I have family here to come to when feeling bad.
The last few days I've had terrible urges to get smashed and just 'get away' from reality. I won't do it, cause I know it would only make things worse, but the desire to just 'get away' from everything is so overwhelming.
so is it just going out in general, least, or having to go out/drive in the bad weather?
either way, you'll do fine. and the idiots will be here to greet you when you return.
buffalo bacon? but buffalos aren't pigs ...
either way, you'll do fine. and the idiots will be here to greet you when you return.
buffalo bacon? but buffalos aren't pigs ...
Im not crazy and neither am I
Join Date: Nov 2006
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For some reason, it always SEEMed to be a good idea/reason to use when it was bad weather - hurricanes, blizzards you name it. Days that I really could have used all of my remaining wits about me.
I suppose breathing and having a day that ends with "Y" was a good enough reason for me.....
Im still a weather nut and snow REALLY does it to me. I still feel like a kid waiting for school to be cancelled.
Turns out - its not a good idea or exuse. For me anyway.
I suppose breathing and having a day that ends with "Y" was a good enough reason for me.....
Im still a weather nut and snow REALLY does it to me. I still feel like a kid waiting for school to be cancelled.
Turns out - its not a good idea or exuse. For me anyway.
Im not crazy and neither am I
Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: My place in (M)Assachusetts
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Recooperating from another lapse of sanity called shoveling.
The dude I work with says when I get my liscense says I will be driving a truck for them and may be able to pay for the additional breathalizer for a work truck.
Alot to think about. The guy drinks ALOT among other things.
Hasnt really bothered me so far tho'.
NA tonight.
Has Mr GT calmed down yet ??
Im not crazy and neither am I
Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: My place in (M)Assachusetts
Posts: 2,088
Ma was a skool nurse (and prolly one good reason I wasnt kicked out) and would get "the call" when skool was going to be cancelled or delayed. Friggin superintendant was from Northern Maine so he NEVER cancelled skool.
I sure cancelled it alot. Er Uh Work Study ???
I sure cancelled it alot. Er Uh Work Study ???
i ate a buffalo burger once.
i got some more returns to do. blah. little piles of this and that. going to world market and tjmaxx. too bad i watched that stupid oprah today. sigh.
we'll be having cresent roll pigs in a blanket tonight with chedder cheese inside and spicy mustard and home made slaw on the side, if anyone is free around 6.
dumb dumb dinner night
i got some more returns to do. blah. little piles of this and that. going to world market and tjmaxx. too bad i watched that stupid oprah today. sigh.
we'll be having cresent roll pigs in a blanket tonight with chedder cheese inside and spicy mustard and home made slaw on the side, if anyone is free around 6.
dumb dumb dinner night
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