I’m so upset with my husbands drinking
What??? You are young, girl. You have a lot of life left to live, quite possibly you have 50 good years ahead of you. Now is the perfect time to start creating a life that you love. A good first step for you is to find an AlAnon meeting that you enjoy. AlAnon is free (or small donation) and the life change it can bring you is priceless. Nobody can make this better except you.
Do you think he is telling the truth? Is he generally sociable otherwise, are there times when he is happy to be going out?
So what about you? How do you feel about his behaviors? What do you think would be the best thing for YOU to do?
Do you see where looking for his hidden bottles is not constructive in helping the situation? Can you see where his alcoholism is affecting you?
I can relate..
Hi I have not posted on this forum for a while but regularly read the threads and posts. I could have written your post myself it’s so familiar. I’m 45. Nothing’s changed since I wrote my first post (I think if you click on my name you see my old posts?) I’m still with AH. His drinking hasn’t changed. In fact it’s probably worse. The big difference now is I don’t monitor him. I’m doing more for myself and not relying on him or trusting him with anything anymore. It doesn’t mean I’m staying forever, I’m choosing to stay for now because it suits me not to have to uproot my family right now. But I’ve accepted this is him for the rest of his life and that’s his choice. It doesn’t have to be mine. I have stopped trying to change him. He continues to be an embarrassment to himself and I still see the look on people’s faces when he turns up looking like a tramp, unshaven, scruffy bad breath and a trembling face, but I no longer see that as a reflection on me and I don’t try to prevent him doing that.
I wonder, does he fear he won't be able to drink as much at your host's home?
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Jk4- I don’t know what it’s called, nor if it even matters, but my husband’s tolerance went from a handle of vodka a day to one drink making him blackout drooling drunk in a matter of months. It’s real, it happens- stop looking for evidence of him drinking more because it’ll drive you crazy. Hes at the point where one beer is too much. Like others have suggested, start focusing on how you’ll handle being around him when he’s had one drink and what will make you happy.
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