Dangerous hope
Prayer is the best thing right now, for you and him.
It sometimes feels like I am waiting or holding my breath and that is no way to live either. The more time that goes by the more hope I pour on but I am realistic as well.
It is hard to recover. I have been there, it took everything I had to get sober and stay sober. It was my only goal for a year. I never had a goal before and it was so scary. I didn't want to fail again, if I had, I don't know if I would have tried again. I tried before and failed, took me ten years to get back.
So know, I understand, I get it, I know what he is going though and I know the odds....even knowing all that..I still have hope and faith.
Hang on to faith for yourself. Don't loose it and everything will be okay
Yes, you and NYC are right about the expectations and I'm trying not to have any. If anything, I think my shameful expectation is that he will fail because that has been the pattern.
I do have hope and faith that God's will, not mine, will be done. I also know that my AH has free will to choose and at some point, God will be hands off until he surrenders. I will continue to pray for my husband to surrender to God. I will also continue to pray for my strength doing His will and not mine.
Thank you all for your caring thoughts!
I do have hope and faith that God's will, not mine, will be done. I also know that my AH has free will to choose and at some point, God will be hands off until he surrenders. I will continue to pray for my husband to surrender to God. I will also continue to pray for my strength doing His will and not mine.
Thank you all for your caring thoughts!
Since you two went into recovery mode last year around this time (I think), what can you do differently this year to not repeat the same pattern?
I have to really challenge myself not to fall into the same dysfunctional patterns of my past. That usually means switching things up a bit, not resting on my laurels, trying to eradicate expectations (very hard) and being ready to enforce whatever new boundaries I have set.
Hugs to you
I understand this and try not to feel guilty about it, I have went to that same place, we are human after all.
Prayer is the best thing right now, for you and him.
It sometimes feels like I am waiting or holding my breath and that is no way to live either. The more time that goes by the more hope I pour on but I am realistic as well.
It is hard to recover. I have been there, it took everything I had to get sober and stay sober. It was my only goal for a year. I never had a goal before and it was so scary. I didn't want to fail again, if I had, I don't know if I would have tried again. I tried before and failed, took me ten years to get back.
So know, I understand, I get it, I know what he is going though and I know the odds....even knowing all that..I still have hope and faith.
Hang on to faith for yourself. Don't loose it and everything will be okay
Prayer is the best thing right now, for you and him.
It sometimes feels like I am waiting or holding my breath and that is no way to live either. The more time that goes by the more hope I pour on but I am realistic as well.
It is hard to recover. I have been there, it took everything I had to get sober and stay sober. It was my only goal for a year. I never had a goal before and it was so scary. I didn't want to fail again, if I had, I don't know if I would have tried again. I tried before and failed, took me ten years to get back.
So know, I understand, I get it, I know what he is going though and I know the odds....even knowing all that..I still have hope and faith.
Hang on to faith for yourself. Don't loose it and everything will be okay
Hi Katchie,
Since you two went into recovery mode last year around this time (I think), what can you do differently this year to not repeat the same pattern?
I have to really challenge myself not to fall into the same dysfunctional patterns of my past. That usually means switching things up a bit, not resting on my laurels, trying to eradicate expectations (very hard) and being ready to enforce whatever new boundaries I have set.
Hugs to you
Since you two went into recovery mode last year around this time (I think), what can you do differently this year to not repeat the same pattern?
I have to really challenge myself not to fall into the same dysfunctional patterns of my past. That usually means switching things up a bit, not resting on my laurels, trying to eradicate expectations (very hard) and being ready to enforce whatever new boundaries I have set.
Hugs to you
Katchie, reading this post is as bad as watching the final episodes of " Parenthood."
Peace dear heart. Life has been a bit of a crumpled map for you as of late, but you've done a great job stopping, smoothing it out and picking out the path In faith.
Peace dear heart. Life has been a bit of a crumpled map for you as of late, but you've done a great job stopping, smoothing it out and picking out the path In faith.
Cry cry cry it out, I say!!!
tears are wonderful healers. I get sick of crying, but I know I just need to....."let it go, let it go! "...(yes, I adore the movie frozen)
hang tough girlie! You are doing great! I'm still praying for you and yours
hugs!
tears are wonderful healers. I get sick of crying, but I know I just need to....."let it go, let it go! "...(yes, I adore the movie frozen)
hang tough girlie! You are doing great! I'm still praying for you and yours
hugs!
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