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Old 09-29-2013, 07:55 AM
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having the sunday morning blues.

I'm not really sure what. Ill start from the begining.
My dad was verbally as physicaly abusive, I was scared of him. He had me touch him when I ws little. My brother , 7 years older than me , also had me touch him. Creepy. Happened a few times then I made myself not available to anyone in the house. I grew up life whent on.
Married at 18 divorce less than year later money for his truck and not kuch anything else.
I dated on and off used sex as a tool and for fun, figured I could.

Got married at 26 I was a nurse. Got prego right away. He didn't help payed the bills but selfish, second one came along, didn't help. We stayed married 11 years. Selfish thing. I had moved up career ladder made good money he thought we would take hood vacations together. Found out he didn't ove me when we got married and he would watch porn after we had sex and he would get hhimself off. Great to know.

I dated found out he cheated on me. Forgave him. We got back together on and off. Stupid.
I dated in beteeen him.
One guy I dated had money good job managment. His mom told me to be careful. Ok I was
I found receiptd to a womens priskn western union to an ex of his, ok, managment job yea, to nude clubs.done. moved on.

They seem nice up front but if they lie how do u know until u been with thm. U find **** out. Why is always sex stuff, really
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Old 09-29-2013, 07:58 AM
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since it's Sunday

have you ever though about going to a church service

God is the healer

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Old 09-29-2013, 08:32 AM
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Oh I go. I love my church. My pastors are awesome and my god is awesome. I was just driving to my daughters soccer game and thinking. I have a meeting with my pastor aT 3 today and will go to evenin service
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Old 09-29-2013, 08:47 AM
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Originally Posted by dejavue View Post
Oh I go. I love my church. My pastors are awesome and my god is awesome. I was just driving to my daughters soccer game and thinking. I have a meeting with my pastor aT 3 today and will go to evenin service
that's good news
will pray right now that the meeting at 3 will go good with you and the Pastor
prayer just sent out
have a blessed day
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Old 09-29-2013, 11:29 AM
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Dejavue, maybe its time to figure out why your good man "picker" is broken and what it will take to fix it.

If you can afford it, a therapist is a great person to help you with that.
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Old 09-29-2013, 11:39 AM
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Yea the man picker sucks.
Family betrayed me, didn't choose that but forgave and moved on. That's just a memory now.
The on and off again, church and aa and promises broken, I need a lie detector.
The other one, took care of his mom, had money always answered phone. Just didn't see that one coming. Glad I didn't invest to much there.
I just don't know.
I don't like coorpoate type.doctors are arrogant.

I just not to tust worthy now.
Sorry for the men out there. I got a bad attitude these days acbout ya.

I am taking care of me , my kids and my soul.
Its all about the almighty lord. He will show me the way
Of course I don't interact with the social groups and I go to a ladies bible study.
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Originally Posted by dejavue View Post
I need a lie detector.
You have a great one built in - its called "intuition". But it takes practice and life lessons to get it perfectly fine tuned.

I'm 41, and I think I have finally got mine calibrated enough to weed through all the frogs to find my prince charming! But its been a lot of work getting to where I am now.

And I can assure you - our intuition can work amazingly well when we let it and trust ourselves to make good decisions.
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