to give up
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to give up
To actually look at it, rationally, mindfully, without allowing fear of confrontation and fallout to dissuade me from taking action. It seems an almighty hurdle, the one I cannot leap. Even while knowing I have full power to do it. And yet I am so timid, weak.
When I had no more fight left in me then I started listening to people with long term sobriety and did what they did because they claimed it was what kept them sober. I have been sober long enough to know they were right.
The fear of confronting what I was running away from kept me drinking.
That nearly killed me.
My choice was face my demons or die...
I chose to face my demons.
I found the fear of facing them was much much worse than the reality of facing them.
D
That nearly killed me.
My choice was face my demons or die...
I chose to face my demons.
I found the fear of facing them was much much worse than the reality of facing them.
D
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