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Join Date: Dec 2014
Location: Texas
Posts: 7,065
Hi DecBaby I'm glad to meet you!
I came here five months ago desperate and knew if I didn't get sober I was going to die, probably by my own hand. I hear your desperation and your sincerity in wanting a new life for yourself.
Sending lots of support and hugs your way!
I came here five months ago desperate and knew if I didn't get sober I was going to die, probably by my own hand. I hear your desperation and your sincerity in wanting a new life for yourself.
Sending lots of support and hugs your way!
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Australia
Posts: 211,444
DecBaby
Whatever is going on, things always look their blackest when we're drinking.
Noone is trying to push you away, lecture you, or looking down on you.
you have a home here and a reservoir of support
No matter how low you feel right now, there is a future for you. just like there is for everyone else here.
Try not to panic or worry too much. It's never too late to start writing a new ending to your story
D
Whatever is going on, things always look their blackest when we're drinking.
Noone is trying to push you away, lecture you, or looking down on you.
you have a home here and a reservoir of support
No matter how low you feel right now, there is a future for you. just like there is for everyone else here.
Try not to panic or worry too much. It's never too late to start writing a new ending to your story
D
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Join Date: May 2015
Posts: 9
Originally Posted by DecBaby 
I know the principle. Please look me up. You will see my story. Right now yes I am drinking. Please don't push me away. Tomorrow yes I will be hungover, But I will have you guys for support. Right now I have nobody. But my boyfriend who I hurt and hates me right now.
I know this sounds like a sob story. But its mine. Its real. And it hurts. And I need my people. I need support. I've been here a long time. I'm a troubled soul. I'm tying to fix it. Just running into some troubles. Looking for people who understand.
I know this sounds like a sob story. But its mine. Its real. And it hurts. And I need my people. I need support. I've been here a long time. I'm a troubled soul. I'm tying to fix it. Just running into some troubles. Looking for people who understand.
Mingling with alcohol and having a person so close to you who maybe doesn't do what you do is most likely not going to go anywhere.
Really the only thing that heals is time. I keep myself away from her because when i talk to her old emotions come back and I feel like i am thrown back in time.
One thing I do not miss is waking up and having to apologize to her every weekend. I was getting real sick of that and now that we don't talk I don't have that burden and can concentrate on my own life.
If you have to write signs on your walls so you can read them when you are drunk, signs that say things like what NOT to do.
Take care of yourself as best you can.
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