Lost on another bender.
What a wonderfully supportive community! You're all lovely souls... Thank you!
Dave, I know where you're at... Trust me. I woke up there yesterday. I had an entire day to be plagued by guilt (not to mention a hangover)... I'm scared now, truly worried, and am going to amp up the means at which I battle this. To echo what's been said, you're here because you also want to end the painful cycle -- that's huge, my friend!
I hope you're ok today!
Dave, I know where you're at... Trust me. I woke up there yesterday. I had an entire day to be plagued by guilt (not to mention a hangover)... I'm scared now, truly worried, and am going to amp up the means at which I battle this. To echo what's been said, you're here because you also want to end the painful cycle -- that's huge, my friend!
I hope you're ok today!
Dave, I have read some great advice on here. You have to love yourself, more then you love booze. You know what alcohol turns you into. It is not your friend, we are. Hang in here with us. No one here will hold a slip against you. Get up, brush yourself off and start over. We are all here on this journey with you. You can do this.
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Dave, because I haven't read anything on this thread regarding professional treatment, I am going to bring up the subject. Have you considered an inpatient detox and rehab? While I have many criticisms of 12 step and the treatment industry, I also concede that I would not be sober without having taken that first step of saying, "I can't do this myself."
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What a wonderfully supportive community! You're all lovely souls... Thank you!
Dave, I know where you're at... Trust me. I woke up there yesterday. I had an entire day to be plagued by guilt (not to mention a hangover)... I'm scared now, truly worried, and am going to amp up the means at which I battle this. To echo what's been said, you're here because you also want to end the painful cycle -- that's huge, my friend!
I hope you're ok today!
Dave, I know where you're at... Trust me. I woke up there yesterday. I had an entire day to be plagued by guilt (not to mention a hangover)... I'm scared now, truly worried, and am going to amp up the means at which I battle this. To echo what's been said, you're here because you also want to end the painful cycle -- that's huge, my friend!
I hope you're ok today!
You don't have to white knuckle this dave. Try praying and having faith that a higher power will relive you of this. Just stop fighting alcohol. Trust us. Its easier to just quit. Your life will be easier to live. Seriously. Switch gears in your brain and tell yourself life without drinking will be better. And it will. You went 73 days. That's awesome. Now try it again. Im going to be honest with you dave. Go 173 this time. I guarantee you your anxiety over drinking will dramatically decrease. Trust me. Its easier than you think. You just have to give it some time.
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Wayne is right. You don't have to white knuckle it. But you could also place your faith in modern psychiatry and cognitive behavioral therapy and get medications that will ease you through the transition to sobriety. In my case, during treatment, psychiatrists uncovered several mental disorders including generalized anxiety, panic, and ADD that had gone undiagnosed my entire life that were driving my addiction. I no longer say anything to those 12 steppers who smugly tell me I've just substituted one addiction for another, but honestly, no anxiety = no booze. There is more than one way to skin a cat, though as an animal lover, I never would.
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Hey Dave. Get this over with as quickly as possible, eh? I understand but no longer condone. The urge to hurt myself (which will inevitably grow to hurting others) may always be there somewhat but you Know it wanes with each day of self-care and sobriety--maybe not fast enough for any of us. Get back to the slow-and-true.....The fast change of inebriation is ALWAYS a bobsled ride DOWN.
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Hey Dave. Get this over with as quickly as possible, eh? I understand but no longer condone. The urge to hurt myself (which will inevitably grow to hurting others) may always be there somewhat but you Know it wanes with each day of self-care and sobriety--maybe not fast enough for any of us. Get back to the slow-and-true.....The fast change of inebriation is ALWAYS a bobsled ride DOWN.
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