Well I slipped up
Going to try recreation , not drinking daily , nor excessive .
How many laps do you want to take on the crazy train? It always leads back to the same place.
Karate, just my opinion here, but you have to hit bottom before you get serious about quitting for good. You will wake up one morning and realize that taking one more sip will kill you. I've read your other post. Im sure you understand that alcoholism kills you. I hate to be so blunt. Just trying to help.
Hi Karate
^ Unless you were parrotting and giving us what we want to hear back last year, clearly you know the answer.
I did too.
But I couldn't accept it.
Me, beaten by a liquid?
It took me 20 years of steadily worsening losses to my health, my job and my family until I admitted I could not drink and be the man I wanted to be.
One, or the other - but not both.
There's no shame in realising you're in a fight you can't win - I was fighting myself. Stalemate.
Best thing I ever did was hang up the gloves on this one.
D
Going to try recreation , not drinking daily , nor excessive .
Think what you want ,I came here for a while .resisting all the knowledge on here .
Kept drinking "moderate", Just a 24 oz on the way home ,then a 24 ,and a 12 ,then buy a 6 pack of tall boys and drink 3 , see where this is going .
I caught it in time -this time and quit.
You might be the odd 1/2 of 1 % that can hold it in check ,But im not sure you want to risk it .
Kept drinking "moderate", Just a 24 oz on the way home ,then a 24 ,and a 12 ,then buy a 6 pack of tall boys and drink 3 , see where this is going .
I caught it in time -this time and quit.
You might be the odd 1/2 of 1 % that can hold it in check ,But im not sure you want to risk it .
I did too.
But I couldn't accept it.
Me, beaten by a liquid?
It took me 20 years of steadily worsening losses to my health, my job and my family until I admitted I could not drink and be the man I wanted to be.
One, or the other - but not both.
There's no shame in realising you're in a fight you can't win - I was fighting myself. Stalemate.
Best thing I ever did was hang up the gloves on this one.
D
I don't know if im crazy or a drunk or both .
But with a lot of effort ,I have come to a point of acceptance with my life ,whatever or however it is .
Im actually pretty happy .
But with a lot of effort ,I have come to a point of acceptance with my life ,whatever or however it is .
Im actually pretty happy .
If you are happy, go with that. This is the point of life, to live a fulfilled life, your own life.
If this changes and you find you need or want some support to adjust things in your life like drinking, we will be here for you Karate. Enjoy the Dirt Bike!
If this changes and you find you need or want some support to adjust things in your life like drinking, we will be here for you Karate. Enjoy the Dirt Bike!
Well ,thanks .
I still intend to hang around here and read ,and post some .
Im doing my own form of a program , have read quite a few books on depression ,and the Big book a dozen times .
My life is not without problems , the largest problem I have and cant seem to overcome is some days I feel like total CRAP , its not attitude related ,psysical lack of energy .
Other days I feel really good ,with no different change in how I go about life .
I know and have posted that not all days we will feel good , but the difference in how I feel some days is dramatic .
To be happy ,and have a good day every day .
I think a good day "every " day might be a fantasy , but I sure have lots more good days than bad .
I would put the good day ratio at about 90% overall .
The days I work hard and get a lot done are the best days I have .
There are days I feel like crap ,then push through and work hard -then feel better .
I don't for a second believe your pretty happy, Karate.
You don't ?
Drinking is not the cornerstone of my life , weather im drinking or not at the time
Im not drinking at this time .
I seriously need to learn to have fun again , the rat race ...... Well has turned me into a fellow without any enjoyment -or fun in life .
I have a good attitude despite working so much .
You can really work all the time and still have a good attitude and be happy .
Drinking is not the cornerstone of my life , weather im drinking or not at the time
Im not drinking at this time .
I seriously need to learn to have fun again , the rat race ...... Well has turned me into a fellow without any enjoyment -or fun in life .
I have a good attitude despite working so much .
You can really work all the time and still have a good attitude and be happy .
Hi Karate--maybe what you are experiencing is complacency when you could be experiencing contentment?
Alcohol in any amount keeps me complacent--It dulls the lines of the real moments in life.
There's a difference between joy and happiness, I believe. Happy is a mood. Joy is a being. Hugs, friend.
Alcohol in any amount keeps me complacent--It dulls the lines of the real moments in life.
There's a difference between joy and happiness, I believe. Happy is a mood. Joy is a being. Hugs, friend.
You don't ?
Drinking is not the cornerstone of my life , weather im drinking or not at the time
Im not drinking at this time .
I seriously need to learn to have fun again , the rat race ...... Well has turned me into a fellow without any enjoyment -or fun in life .
I have a good attitude despite working so much .
You can really work all the time and still have a good attitude and be happy .
Drinking is not the cornerstone of my life , weather im drinking or not at the time
Im not drinking at this time .
I seriously need to learn to have fun again , the rat race ...... Well has turned me into a fellow without any enjoyment -or fun in life .
I have a good attitude despite working so much .
You can really work all the time and still have a good attitude and be happy .
You do have a good attitude, Karate. Tis true. The thing is, your problems are not about attitude, are they now?
Food for thought, Karate.
Hope you get back on track. I think the majority of folks here think it's best to work on a plan that doesn't involve any alcohol, ever. Those choices in the end are yours to make though, nobody will argue that. Good luck!
I agree on the all work no play isn't enjoyable whatsoever. The idea though that drinking only effects you while your actually drinking is just wishful thinking. You don't have to be all alcoholic to have drinking take the best of you and leave you trashed in the process. Its accumulative. It builds issues and can easily undo the strongest of us. A life of bingeing can be just as destructive as every day drinking results in. Don't be fooled by frequency.
You do have a good attitude, Karate. Tis true. The thing is, your problems are not about attitude, are they now?
Food for thought, Karate.
You do have a good attitude, Karate. Tis true. The thing is, your problems are not about attitude, are they now?
Food for thought, Karate.
It seems to be the cornerstone of any program ,AA is built on the idea if you solve the issues you wont want to drink .
I have noticed that point to be valid ,in my experience .
To be happy ,and have a good day every day .
I think a good day "every " day might be a fantasy , but I sure have lots more good days than bad .
I would put the good day ratio at about 90% overall .
The days I work hard and get a lot done are the best days I have .
There are days I feel like crap ,then push through and work hard -then feel better .
I think a good day "every " day might be a fantasy , but I sure have lots more good days than bad .
I would put the good day ratio at about 90% overall .
The days I work hard and get a lot done are the best days I have .
There are days I feel like crap ,then push through and work hard -then feel better .
Do you not remember your "experiment" of last week where even a small amount of alcohol caused you to fail a test and how it screwed up your daily life?
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