When does it start getting easier?
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Join Date: Jan 2014
Location: California
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I also liked what Dee said. Yep, I fond I'm just doing the same things lately. My heavy drinking started in the fall and I went into - work - drink - work - drink - day off,drink all day and do nothing.
One thing I discovered that when I do leave the house for other than going to a meeting I find myself wanting to stay out. If I went shopping I'd get what I needed and spend hours just walking around looking at things I don't need. But I stay out for hours just to not be at home - I did 99% of my drinking at home. I would drive an extra ten miles aimlessly just to be 'out'. I finally moved a couple shelving units in the house yesterday. Believe me it was a big accomplishment considering they were sitting in the upstairs hall for months just waiting to take themselves into the basement.
One thing I discovered that when I do leave the house for other than going to a meeting I find myself wanting to stay out. If I went shopping I'd get what I needed and spend hours just walking around looking at things I don't need. But I stay out for hours just to not be at home - I did 99% of my drinking at home. I would drive an extra ten miles aimlessly just to be 'out'. I finally moved a couple shelving units in the house yesterday. Believe me it was a big accomplishment considering they were sitting in the upstairs hall for months just waiting to take themselves into the basement.
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