Youngest child has flown the nest
Youngest child has flown the nest
My son went away to university today. I was a terrible mother when my kids were little and they were the ones that I needed to make amends to. I had a tough young life with no education or prospects. I wanted things to be different for them. It has been a tough few years whilst they have had tantrums, thrown phones at the wall, cried, called me a pushy parent, stressed over exams, got me into debt with tutors and fees and generally been a pain in the arse. Now, one will have her degree by next December and the other, the following December. The house tonight is quiet and a bit lonely but I am happy. I am happy because my kids have left with the tools to build a life. Had I continued to drink, they would probably have left because of that. It is a good lonely. But not for long. I can get on with my work in peace, go out and about, enjoy my own company (which I really don't mind.)
Bye for now kids and hello new life. Of course they will be home from time to time with piles of dirty washing. My children are gone and it is quiet. But I am one happy bunny. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Bye for now kids and hello new life. Of course they will be home from time to time with piles of dirty washing. My children are gone and it is quiet. But I am one happy bunny. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Congratulations!
It's different when they leave, but it's a good different. When my youngest married and moved away, it felt so strange around here, but I came to treasure my alone time. I enjoy my own company, too.
It's different when they leave, but it's a good different. When my youngest married and moved away, it felt so strange around here, but I came to treasure my alone time. I enjoy my own company, too.
Thanks Anna. I hope I don't sound smug, but I am on a bit of a cloud today. We all had dinner out together (they go to the same uni) and I left them to it. It is nice that they go to the same place too, so they can look out for each other.xxx
You should be very proud of yourself Kate, you got Sober for them and made the change, something they'll look back on and start to appreciate in the coming years when they really start to discover who they are having flown the nest and become independent, they'll start to look back on where they came from!! . . . a parent that did it for them!!
ps . . . enjoy that quietness until the washing machine needs to be on full whack some weekend soon!!
ps . . . enjoy that quietness until the washing machine needs to be on full whack some weekend soon!!
You earned your cloud, Kate. Parenting is an incredibly hard, incredibly worthy job. Congratulations on entering a new phase of it. Hope you treat yourself to something nice to mark the milestone.
Be proud of the lesson you taught them. You have provided an example of how to deal with a difficult situation and pull up your bootstraps and apply the tools to right size your ship. WE all have our issues and problems. Few of us have the guts to do something about them.
Enjoy the space
Enjoy the space
Well he is all settled now and doing ok. I have got so much done that I had put off for a long time, having so much time to myself. The first five days of *****!! freedom and space have turned into a bit of a lonesome bore now. I still have things to do but I miss him. Still, at least I know I will get used to it. Such a big change. Feels weird. xxxx
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