The First Drink
I also do the opposite, I envision what it will be like to sleep sober, and to wake up sober and refreshed. I try to really "feel" what it's like to wake up proud of myself for not drinking, and "feel" what it's like to not wake up with the guilt, remorse, and downright disgust of having given in to my urges.
The mind can be very powerful if you can really direct its focus when necessary.
And keep posting and reading here, it will help.
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The best activity that you can do to divert your thoughts to do what you love. You've said you're a musician so why not spend creating inspiring music. And if others hear your music and is going the same situation as what you are experiencing now they will be inspired and might also quit their bad habit.
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It has been the struggle of a life time but I have managed to take drinking out of my reward cycle. For a while I substituted other things like soft drinks and candy but now I don't need to. I tossed the reward cycle all together. I'm here in the moment trying to be the best person that I can.
Anyway before I use up all the websites space, yes I prepared, yes I knew it wasnt going to be easy but I did it. The problem I suspect is simple. I became complacent, and wanted to be a bad boy, take a chance, roll the dice, dance with the devil if you like any of those.
And I lost. I forgot why I gave up in the first place because I was in such control of my life. I gambled on a game that I now know I can never win.
I am drinking today, but I am preparing for a stop, I hope my final one.
Thanks so much for all your replies, I realise that my initial question "how do you avoid the first drink" is different for everyone and its really meant a lot to a first time poster.
Funny how drunks used to offend me when I was an active alcoholic "I'm not like them, I'm not a loser bum etc", utter contempt. Now I know I was no different and probably worse due to my arrogance, resentment and lying. I feel compassion when I see a suffering alcoholic now.
Your suggestion is a good one as it works most of the time for you. Total abstinence works 100% of the time for me.
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Relating to other alcoholics in AA works for me. I believe in abstinance as the only recovery for an alcoholic. It's the first drink that would get me drunk. Not every time but sooner or later the first one would get me in trouble.
know what I mean?
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Hey leon, I know what you mean, you'll have to acknowledge its a real problem, its so hard, but the sooner you deal with it the better, and you can confront it head on, don't put it off too long, we are all in this with you, cyber hug xx
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The problem I suspect is simple. I became complacent, and wanted to be a bad boy, take a chance, roll the dice, dance with the devil if you like any of those.
And I lost. I forgot why I gave up in the first place because I was in such control of my life. I gambled on a game that I now know I can never win.
I am drinking today, but I am preparing for a stop, I hope my final one.
Thanks so much for all your replies, I realise that my initial question "how do you avoid the first drink" is different for everyone and its really meant a lot to a first time poster.
And I lost. I forgot why I gave up in the first place because I was in such control of my life. I gambled on a game that I now know I can never win.
I am drinking today, but I am preparing for a stop, I hope my final one.
Thanks so much for all your replies, I realise that my initial question "how do you avoid the first drink" is different for everyone and its really meant a lot to a first time poster.
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