Does anyone recognize whats happening?
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Terminally Unique, I just took a glance at some of the materials you sent me. I can really understand what they're talking about. The "inner voice" being described sounds familiar. I'm going to start reading it all, I think it could really help me. Thank you.
No, Spawn, you're not just curious, since you've asked me this question before. To re-hash, you believe clean time counts for something, and I believe clean time counts for nothing if you can't guarantee that you won't drink/use ever again. I say we leave it at that.
I do believe clean time counts for something.....just like counting birthdays.
sounds like I hit a nerve? sorry
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I wish you the best.
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Yanno.....both of us were/are wrong.... we defined a particular manifestation of alcoholism but we had too fine a beam drawn on it. It would be like me showing you a mosquito bite on my arm.....but you get one on your leg so it can't be the same thing......
I didn't want to quit either....and if I thought I could get away with it, I probably would have kept it up. Most of us run into medical problems (like you're having) or legal troubles or family troubles.......or SOMEthing that pops up that forces us to consider the consequences of drinking the way we do vs doing what we want to do (keep drinking).
Some are smart enough to get sober before the consequences become deadly. I know you won't like this anymore than I did when I saw it but here's the deal - you're likely/possibly in the later stages of alcoholism with not much room to spare before death. (I didn't believe it either when I heard it.......then it occurred to me - most ppl who drink themselves to death are likely pretty sure they're not anywhere near as bad as they are).
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Although the Rational Recovery book sets forth AVRT in an easy to understand style, AVRT is actually a much more dynamic, living phenomenon — it must be seen to be appreciated. In this respect, some back and forth discussion can help significantly. I was a little slow on the uptake myself, and eventually signed up for the RR subscription forums, where I learned quite a bit from some sharp people.
Back then, there was simply no other place where this could be discussed, so you have an advantage here. Indeed, as far as I know, Sober Recovery is the only place on the Internet having an ongoing, open AVRT discussion outside the RR forums. Take advantage of this, as you can cut your learning time down dramatically this way. Feel free to post any questions you may have on the AVRT discussion thread.
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I didn't want to quit either....and if I thought I could get away with it, I probably would have kept it up. Most of us run into medical problems (like you're having) or legal troubles or family troubles.......or SOMEthing that pops up that forces us to consider the consequences of drinking the way we do vs doing what we want to do (keep drinking).
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you sound just like me back in college... drink with different groups every day of the week. funny thing was, the days of the week that those people didn't spend with me they didn't drink. I never realized that until i left college and kept drinking. I'm now 26 and i wish i had made the decision to quit back then. My life would be much greater than it is.
I wish you the best, only you can give yourself a label. Even in AA. Whats in a label/name that doesn't really matter. And if you are worried about that don't tell people outside of AA that you are going 'Anonymous' is part of the name.
I just remember the song from the loin king... hakuna matata lol i'm a nerd.
I wish you the best, only you can give yourself a label. Even in AA. Whats in a label/name that doesn't really matter. And if you are worried about that don't tell people outside of AA that you are going 'Anonymous' is part of the name.
I just remember the song from the loin king... hakuna matata lol i'm a nerd.
There is no reason why one cannot try AA and AVRT both at the same time. Perhaps there would come a day when an AA sponsor would object to it but one can cross that bridge when one gets to it.
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also the last binge i went on was awful. I drank from friday night, all day saturday, all day sunday, and stopped on monday at noon. I had incredible stomach pain for 3 days afterwards and couldnt eat until the night of the second day without drinking (wednesday) and even then it very little. Upset stomach (nothing solid at all, sorry to be graphic) for 5 days after (saturday). It's not worth it, i was broke, in pain, wound up single, and almost unemployed. i decided i had had enough.
as i said i wish you the best but only you can choose.
as i said i wish you the best but only you can choose.
No, Spawn, you're not 'just curious', since you've asked me this question before. To re-hash, you believe clean time counts for something, and I believe clean time counts for nothing if you can't guarantee that you won't drink/use ever again. I say we leave it at that.
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In my case, my drinking started to effect my mental health. I was (and still am) suffering from depression and anxiety. I went to a therapist, who listened to my story and referred me to an addictions counsellor (and a medical doctor). I have been seeing the counsellor and attending group meetings for three weeks now.
Initially, I told my counsellor that I would like to "bring my drinking back under control" so that I could deal with my mental health issues. She went along with me, but told me to start a journal and include there my activities, how much I was drinking every day, how I felt before and after, and identify when I felt the most depressed or when I experienced a panic attack. What an eye opener!! I, like you it seems, was drinking more and more often than what I would even admit to myself.
After two weeks of journalling, I went back to my counsellor and asked her to help me quit completely. Today is my seventh day sober.
I am no expert by any means, but if you kept a journal of how much you are drinking, why you are drinking, and how you feel before and after you drink, maybe you will be able to define for yourself what you need to do. The fact that the drinking is bothering you says a lot if you think about it.
Good luck!
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Spawn, it was on another thread, probably from six months ago or more, but it really doesn't matter. It didn't go well then, and it is not likely to go well here, either. No point in de-railing this thread. Although I do have more 'sober time' than many people, and could probably impress some 'newbies' with it, I intentionally do not mention it to keep to the spirit of AVRT, which reveals the idea of setting new records every day since my last drink as addictive voice.
If I'm never going to drink again, why count the days since my last drink? There is no purpose to it, unless I am uncertain about ever drinking again, which I am not. Counting time to gain confidence is addictive voice, setting one's abilitiy to abstain as something yet to be proved. Besides, I invariably have less 'sober time' than many other people, anyway. That said, if someone else counts time since their last drink, that is their own personal business. AVRT does not predict a downfall for people who do this — it merely reveals the dual implications of doing so.
If I'm never going to drink again, why count the days since my last drink? There is no purpose to it, unless I am uncertain about ever drinking again, which I am not. Counting time to gain confidence is addictive voice, setting one's abilitiy to abstain as something yet to be proved. Besides, I invariably have less 'sober time' than many other people, anyway. That said, if someone else counts time since their last drink, that is their own personal business. AVRT does not predict a downfall for people who do this — it merely reveals the dual implications of doing so.
Spawn, it was on another thread, probably from six months ago or more, but it really doesn't matter. It didn't go well then, and it is not likely to go well here, either. No point in de-railing this thread. Although I do have more 'sober time' than many people, and could probably impress some 'newbies' with it, I intentionally do not mention it to keep to the spirit of AVRT, which reveals the idea of setting new records every day since my last drink as addictive voice.
If I'm never going to drink again, why count the days since my last drink? There is no purpose to it, unless I am uncertain about ever drinking again, which I am not. Counting time to gain confidence is addictive voice, setting one's abilitiy to abstain as something yet to be proved. Besides, I invariably have less 'sober time' than many other people, anyway. That said, if someone else counts time since their last drink, that is their own personal business. AVRT does not predict a downfall for people who do this — it merely reveals the dual implications of doing so.
If I'm never going to drink again, why count the days since my last drink? There is no purpose to it, unless I am uncertain about ever drinking again, which I am not. Counting time to gain confidence is addictive voice, setting one's abilitiy to abstain as something yet to be proved. Besides, I invariably have less 'sober time' than many other people, anyway. That said, if someone else counts time since their last drink, that is their own personal business. AVRT does not predict a downfall for people who do this — it merely reveals the dual implications of doing so.
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