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Well I have made it about 3 weeks in a row that I have drank in moderation about once a week.
I have not been sneaking out to the supermarket to buy beer midweek...
This is not to say I have made it yet, I could at some point **** everthing up and have to think about complete sobriety again,
but right now I think I've got it under control.
I have not been sneaking out to the supermarket to buy beer midweek...
This is not to say I have made it yet, I could at some point **** everthing up and have to think about complete sobriety again,
but right now I think I've got it under control.
Hendrix-
I often times, more then not, went weeks between "incidents". Maybe I'd drink in "moderation" for a few weeks, but then one night get a little too drunk, sleep with a strange woman, talk a little too much, spend too much money, have a horrible hangover, but then I'd moderate a few more weeks, then do it all again.
It wasn't until after about 13 years of drinking that I went "downhill" in any sort of downward spiral.
So you're controling your drinking, huh?
Did you know that people who don't have problems with alcohol don't even consider controling their drinking b/c the thought never even has to enter their mind?
Maybe you're not an alcoholic. Maybe you are.
To they own self be true
Kjell
I often times, more then not, went weeks between "incidents". Maybe I'd drink in "moderation" for a few weeks, but then one night get a little too drunk, sleep with a strange woman, talk a little too much, spend too much money, have a horrible hangover, but then I'd moderate a few more weeks, then do it all again.
It wasn't until after about 13 years of drinking that I went "downhill" in any sort of downward spiral.
So you're controling your drinking, huh?
Did you know that people who don't have problems with alcohol don't even consider controling their drinking b/c the thought never even has to enter their mind?
Maybe you're not an alcoholic. Maybe you are.
To they own self be true
Kjell
Hendrix-
One thing I failed to mention is if for any reason you feel you need help, please come back to SR and/or seek out an AA meeting.
We'll always welcome you back and we're here to help.
Kjell
One thing I failed to mention is if for any reason you feel you need help, please come back to SR and/or seek out an AA meeting.
We'll always welcome you back and we're here to help.
Kjell
That is good to hear! It may mean you are not an alcoholic. It is way too early to tell. Not enough information to make an informed decision. My wife is not an alcoholic, I am! She can drink one beer a night, one a week, one a month, or none at all and be completely content! I cannot! The only reason I drank beer at all was to chase straight alcohol. In the last 26 years I have only seen her intoxicated once.
Everyone is different, alcohol affects everyone differently. Something in my personality, my genes, my chemical makeup (I don’t know where). Makes it impossible for me to drink in moderation I have two very clear choices- either be a drunk or not drink at all! Believe me when I tell you I have tried ALL the alternatives. Nothing works for me but complete sobriety. This is where I am the happiest, the better father & husband, worker, neighbor, friend, ect. ect.. SR is not here to convert all the people who drink to be teetotalers or condemn those who do drink responsibly. As I understand it SR is here to offer help and support to those who have a problem with alcohol. If that doesn’t include you then I wish you well in your experiment!
Everyone is different, alcohol affects everyone differently. Something in my personality, my genes, my chemical makeup (I don’t know where). Makes it impossible for me to drink in moderation I have two very clear choices- either be a drunk or not drink at all! Believe me when I tell you I have tried ALL the alternatives. Nothing works for me but complete sobriety. This is where I am the happiest, the better father & husband, worker, neighbor, friend, ect. ect.. SR is not here to convert all the people who drink to be teetotalers or condemn those who do drink responsibly. As I understand it SR is here to offer help and support to those who have a problem with alcohol. If that doesn’t include you then I wish you well in your experiment!
Good luck! It might be possible, the problem for me the last time was I basically lost track of the fact that I wanted to moderate. So I pulled the experiment off over about a 2 month span but it finally culminated in an all out 3 day bender which included a trip to the ER for detox. I was good for about 6 weeks, but then the alcohol moved deeper into my life again. At that point I wasn't thinking in terms of moderation....it was weird because I just sort of forgot. If you are able to keep moderation in your mind every drinking episode you have it is probably possible, but it wasn't relaxing for me to keep it in the front of my mind when I wanted to "have fun" and let loose. Then as I always have in the past I didn't think I was really that buzzed so what are a few more gonna hurt? If was able to moderate for the last few weeks with no major consequences, I could push the bar a little higher,
couldn't I? Well I found out that I couldn't.
I couldn't do it consistantly, and obviously that shows my weakness when it comes to moderation. Plus now being sober all the time I don't miss it anymore. In fact thinking about drinking any amount makes me feel dirty. I think I had my fill, but obviously you have not.
couldn't I? Well I found out that I couldn't.
I couldn't do it consistantly, and obviously that shows my weakness when it comes to moderation. Plus now being sober all the time I don't miss it anymore. In fact thinking about drinking any amount makes me feel dirty. I think I had my fill, but obviously you have not.
Trying to moderate was always a disaster to me. When I tried that, I was constantly wasting time and energy and mindspace obsessing over when-how-what-how much my next drink was going to be.
And I was never really good at the actual moderation part. When I inevitably drank more than initially intended, I always thought that I'd do a better job of moderating next time but that was never the case with me.
It was just easier in the end to reject the whole idea that I could drink like a normal person anyway. It's the easier, softer way for me and it frees me up for other stuff in my life.
And I was never really good at the actual moderation part. When I inevitably drank more than initially intended, I always thought that I'd do a better job of moderating next time but that was never the case with me.
It was just easier in the end to reject the whole idea that I could drink like a normal person anyway. It's the easier, softer way for me and it frees me up for other stuff in my life.
Best of luck. 2 beers ALWAYS turned into 12 for me. Maybe you are not an alcoholic. You'll know for yourself in time.
Even if I were not an alcoholic, I'd still be working the 12 steps for all the other F*cked up issues in my life.
Zube
Even if I were not an alcoholic, I'd still be working the 12 steps for all the other F*cked up issues in my life.
Zube
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Fairplay to you. It sure would be a damn sight easier in many ways if I could moderate my drinking. Probably the biggest b*stard of giving up booze is the massive effect this has on many other aspects of your life. I don't know whether people realise how centred around drinking Britain is. Being at University then it's a bit of a b*stard in many ways, as afterall I don't not drink because i don't relate to it, in fact the drinkers I relate to as I was one myself, the sensible non-drinking types then I tend to find that they're boring and timid. It is what is, I made my bed and I've gotta lie in it, simple as really.
I guess I'm fortunate or unlucky (depending how you view it) that I never ever drank with any moderation whatsoever. I can't relate to a few beers. I think the amount of times I stopped at 4-5 pints I could count on one hand, and that's only because I was still under age and somebody else was buying like a relative and we had to leave or something and if i could I would have got smashed to passing out.
Once i drink then I never stop. If I ever drank again then it would be to excess. I can;t really try to kid myself that it would be anything but a minimum of 10 pints at least, that's how i grew up drinking in England and that's how I drink. I was raised on the binge-drinking culture of england, when you vomit you're pleased because it means you can get loads more down your neck.
Yeah I'm an alkie, it is what it is. I could just go back to drinking again, but I've no doubt I would be viewing that decision with regret when sh*t inevitably hit the fan. or maybe it wouldn't do? Who knows it can all be a bit of a head f*ck at times and I think living in recovery gives you a skewed perspective to the realities of just how central to life drinking is in England. Well it was to me anyway. Spirituality is all very good but somedays you just want to ave it large and let your hair down.
I must say though it's easy for me to lose perspective though to be honest. If it wasn;t for me getting and staying sober then I wouldn't even be at University and may very well be dead. Lol- Evrybody needs to wallow in self-pity sometimes, I deserve it.
Peace
I guess I'm fortunate or unlucky (depending how you view it) that I never ever drank with any moderation whatsoever. I can't relate to a few beers. I think the amount of times I stopped at 4-5 pints I could count on one hand, and that's only because I was still under age and somebody else was buying like a relative and we had to leave or something and if i could I would have got smashed to passing out.
Once i drink then I never stop. If I ever drank again then it would be to excess. I can;t really try to kid myself that it would be anything but a minimum of 10 pints at least, that's how i grew up drinking in England and that's how I drink. I was raised on the binge-drinking culture of england, when you vomit you're pleased because it means you can get loads more down your neck.
Yeah I'm an alkie, it is what it is. I could just go back to drinking again, but I've no doubt I would be viewing that decision with regret when sh*t inevitably hit the fan. or maybe it wouldn't do? Who knows it can all be a bit of a head f*ck at times and I think living in recovery gives you a skewed perspective to the realities of just how central to life drinking is in England. Well it was to me anyway. Spirituality is all very good but somedays you just want to ave it large and let your hair down.
I must say though it's easy for me to lose perspective though to be honest. If it wasn;t for me getting and staying sober then I wouldn't even be at University and may very well be dead. Lol- Evrybody needs to wallow in self-pity sometimes, I deserve it.
Peace
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Best of luck....
Please do remember where we are if you decide
you are interested in recovery.
SR is not about moderation...or how to do it.
While we all wish the best for you...
we are here to support recovery.
Please try ***** or other sites that share
your interest in drinking...thanks.
Please do remember where we are if you decide
you are interested in recovery.
SR is not about moderation...or how to do it.
While we all wish the best for you...
we are here to support recovery.
Please try ***** or other sites that share
your interest in drinking...thanks.
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I'm now happy and content not drinking at all.... but if I could wave a magic wand to change both my past and future? I would be right there with you, enjoying that summertime beer. Oh, well. At least I can still enjoy the warm weather and the girls in their summer dresses!
Keep us posted and best of luck. I wouldn't wish anyone to go through what I did.
Well I have made it about 3 weeks in a row that I have drank in moderation about once a week.
I have not been sneaking out to the supermarket to buy beer midweek...
This is not to say I have made it yet, I could at some point **** everthing up and have to think about complete sobriety again,
but right now I think I've got it under control.
I have not been sneaking out to the supermarket to buy beer midweek...
This is not to say I have made it yet, I could at some point **** everthing up and have to think about complete sobriety again,
but right now I think I've got it under control.
Moderation hadn't worked for me and I got to a few months before it all came crumbling down.....leaving the door open.
By the time I came to a site called sober recovery....I knew I was an alcoholic.....didn't mean I had it all figured out but you catch my drift
People like my husband who have no problem with alcohol don't need to test themselves, try to moderate or look for support. He just has a drink and leaves it at that which isn't often. Oh and he can leave a drink too.....me....always have to finish it.
All the best!
By the time I came to a site called sober recovery....I knew I was an alcoholic.....didn't mean I had it all figured out but you catch my drift
People like my husband who have no problem with alcohol don't need to test themselves, try to moderate or look for support. He just has a drink and leaves it at that which isn't often. Oh and he can leave a drink too.....me....always have to finish it.
All the best!
Yes, leaving a glass half full has always seemed like I was wasting something. Why would someone not finish their drink, it just seemed so down right irresponsible and wasteful. So I, being the good samaratin that I was took it upon myself on a couple of occassions to finish anyone else's half full drink, and I always made sure the pitcher was empty as well. Then I moved on to larger things like coolers, kegs and refridgerators. Don't want to be a waster.
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