I Have A Long Way To Go
Candace
Thread Starter
Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Reno, Nevada
Posts: 108
I'm sorry least, I will pray for clarity and strength.
I know the things I learned on here when I wasn't going to meetings really helped. The support was what I needed, knowing I wasn't alone in this struggle to stay alive. Then calling people when I wanted to drink. I had to quit medicating my self with alcohol when I was uncomfortable in my own skin, pain, anxiety, fear..ect ect.
It is the hardest thing I have done in my life...I'm still in the fog. I got out of the worst..I hope but I don't know.
But least you remember how I was in Spain ...where all I thought I could do is breath.
I was in so much pain.
I know it is a up and down ride. But now I have hope.
Keep writing here. You have people that care about you here, your support.
I know the things I learned on here when I wasn't going to meetings really helped. The support was what I needed, knowing I wasn't alone in this struggle to stay alive. Then calling people when I wanted to drink. I had to quit medicating my self with alcohol when I was uncomfortable in my own skin, pain, anxiety, fear..ect ect.
It is the hardest thing I have done in my life...I'm still in the fog. I got out of the worst..I hope but I don't know.
But least you remember how I was in Spain ...where all I thought I could do is breath.
I was in so much pain.
I know it is a up and down ride. But now I have hope.
Keep writing here. You have people that care about you here, your support.
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