Hey Guys, I am back.
Hey Guys, I am back.
I was pretty good with not drinking etc.. moderating until my ex broke up with me. I went downhill for awhile but leveled out. Anyhow we got back together and I feel like since then it has made me worse, she drinks normally but albeit a lot here and there so i follow suite and in turn drink also.
I feel like I am losing myself by being with her. Anyhow I drank way too much last night and lost what I think was maybe 2000-3000 cash and just feel horrible. Gonna get back on this sober thing and see if the relationship works but I just really feel horrible losing so much money. I had what I think was 5-6000 cash and stupidly grabbed it and came home with only 3100 and I did not spend it, either I lost it, it fell, gf actually briefly had it but she would never steal from me. Just wanted to vent. Thanks guys.
I feel like I am losing myself by being with her. Anyhow I drank way too much last night and lost what I think was maybe 2000-3000 cash and just feel horrible. Gonna get back on this sober thing and see if the relationship works but I just really feel horrible losing so much money. I had what I think was 5-6000 cash and stupidly grabbed it and came home with only 3100 and I did not spend it, either I lost it, it fell, gf actually briefly had it but she would never steal from me. Just wanted to vent. Thanks guys.
Thank you Dee, I appreciate it. I guess more than anything I upset over the cash which is ********, I drove drunk and I guess those ramifications should I have been caught would have been worse. I still came home with some money so losing it seems odd. I did not count my cash in awhile but I am sure I had more, weird...
Thank you Dee, I appreciate it. I guess more than anything I upset over the cash which is ********, I drove drunk and I guess those ramifications should I have been caught would have been worse. I still came home with some money so losing it seems odd. I did not count my cash in awhile but I am sure I had more, weird...
its sick- sick to be more concerned about cash over possibly killing someone while driving drunk.
do you want to focus on the cash here or your problem with alcohol?
possibly killing someone while driving drunk....
They are hard words from tom Steve but....
During the last years of my addictions, since becoming a dad, this was my biggest fear, i didnt care about being caught either, there were times i nearly hoped i was caught. I used to buy the local paper. ... never knew if the police were going to knock on the door. Its a feeling I never want to have again.
Imagine it !!!
They are hard words from tom Steve but....
During the last years of my addictions, since becoming a dad, this was my biggest fear, i didnt care about being caught either, there were times i nearly hoped i was caught. I used to buy the local paper. ... never knew if the police were going to knock on the door. Its a feeling I never want to have again.
Imagine it !!!
Welcome back MPR. Sorry you've lost your money, we've all had some pretty bad things happen to us when we were drunk.
I'd agree with some of the others here that if you really want to solve this you are going to need to take sobriety seriously. Moderation is not an option, as you've seen again now with this last incident.
I'd agree with some of the others here that if you really want to solve this you are going to need to take sobriety seriously. Moderation is not an option, as you've seen again now with this last incident.
We are all generally pretty raw after bad things happen during a blackout - sometimes it's even the things we don't remember having happen that are even worse. Regardless, there's nothing you can do at this point other than focus on staying sober so it doesn't happen again, right?
I would imagine you feel bad, that's a lot of money. Perhaps you will find out more about what happened in the future or it might turn up somewhere.
We are all generally pretty raw after bad things happen during a blackout - sometimes it's even the things we don't remember having happen that are even worse. Regardless, there's nothing you can do at this point other than focus on staying sober so it doesn't happen again, right?
We are all generally pretty raw after bad things happen during a blackout - sometimes it's even the things we don't remember having happen that are even worse. Regardless, there's nothing you can do at this point other than focus on staying sober so it doesn't happen again, right?
Yikes! I have done that but not with that amount of money. Maybe a couple hundred dollars is the most I have lost. When I was drinking crazy first thing I would do in the morning was check my purse and see if I still had my debit and credit cards! (and also my phone to see if I texted someone or posted something stupid on social media!) I hope your money shows back up!
Yikes! I have done that but not with that amount of money. Maybe a couple hundred dollars is the most I have lost. When I was drinking crazy first thing I would do in the morning was check my purse and see if I still had my debit and credit cards! (and also my phone to see if I texted someone or posted something stupid on social media!) I hope your money shows back up!
No good reason, she was drunk. When we left she gave it to me and I was shocked she had brought it. I assumed it was all there, it was only after getting home later I realized I was missing so much.
It's good to have you back mpr. Please keep posting - you don't want to lose control of your life again. Every time I drank dangerous things happened. It's great to be free of it.
I had some rental income and just did not deposit it yet, I was going to and normally do but just got sidetracked with things. Regardless of who took it out etc.. It was my responsibility and I screwed up.
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