I'm drinking now after 8 years sobriety
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Originally Posted by Hawkeye13 
Keep on keeping on paddy--you are doing great
Bet you look handsome "cleaned up"
Bet you look handsome "cleaned up"
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Glad to see you are doing well, Paddy, just another testament to the power of SR. Reach out and there is always someone there, and then someone will come and read your story and they are renewed.
Keep on going, you're doing so well.
Keep on going, you're doing so well.
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Originally Posted by VikingGF
Glad to see you are doing well, Paddy, just another testament to the power of SR. Reach out and there is always someone there, and then someone will come and read your story and they are renewed.
Keep on going, you're doing so well.
Keep on going, you're doing so well.
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Originally Posted by paddyjnr1
Just came off the phone to my Counselor,he's my rock and has set me straight..
Each day you are working to make progress--that's all anyone can do.
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Originally Posted by Friend Of Bill
Happy Thanksgiving Hey we are alcoholics it's what we do no its not a requirement pick your head up and get back to it learn from what you did I know their can be a lot of fear and shame if you go to the fellowship no one's going to judge you where you just sober or were you in recovery did you have a sponsor and take the steps because they warn us if we rest on our laurels which means stop striving for success if we don't take inventory daily pray and meditate and have others we're headed for trouble if you were just sober which means not drunk and didn't change anything then it was inevitable because we're in the groups of of progressive illness over any. Of time we get worse never better with that mental phenomenon they're always runs that insanely trivial excuse that runs parallel with our sound reasoning the trivial excuse for drinking Happy Thanksgiving if you have any questions you can private message me I'm a good listener I sponsor tons of guys I don't give advice I simply give my experience and reference the book Alcoholics Anonymous which has the answers there's plenty of alcathons usually for Thanksgiving meetings for 24 hours in a row if not you can message me I'll be there for you
Until 2weeks later she smelled a rat and admitted i was addicted and had no back pain.
It resulted in a bleeding stomach and low potassium.
Everyone loved me but inside i was a low life scum and I felt it,
He told me that shop sales men were manipulators and to try use it in a more positive way, thats what I'm doing at the moment.
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Wow, just read your whole thread... jeez you had a hard time but u it through... I am hopefull I can do the same... I tried cutting away at myself yesterday, not done that since I was a teenager... I didn't do much damage, too scared... but I wanted to slice off all my flesh and disappear. I think they would all be better off without me.. but if u got through it, maybe so can I!
I lived in dingle for a while when young.. a drink fuelled party if there ever was one....also I had.my nose pierced in Cork when pissed!!!! 22 years later, still got the nose stud..... still pissed. .. well 2 days sober! I hope it gets better for u.... I am drying my tears and trying to do something good! X
I lived in dingle for a while when young.. a drink fuelled party if there ever was one....also I had.my nose pierced in Cork when pissed!!!! 22 years later, still got the nose stud..... still pissed. .. well 2 days sober! I hope it gets better for u.... I am drying my tears and trying to do something good! X
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Originally Posted by enfinthechange
Wow, just read your whole thread... jeez you had a hard time but u it through... I am hopefull I can do the same... I tried cutting away at myself yesterday, not done that since I was a teenager... I didn't do much damage, too scared... but I wanted to slice off all my flesh and disappear. I think they would all be better off without me.. but if u got through it, maybe so can I!
I lived in dingle for a while when young.. a drink fuelled party if there ever was one....also I had.my nose pierced in Cork when pissed!!!! 22 years later, still got the nose stud..... still pissed. .. well 2 days sober! I hope it gets better for u.... I am drying my tears and trying to do something good! X
I lived in dingle for a while when young.. a drink fuelled party if there ever was one....also I had.my nose pierced in Cork when pissed!!!! 22 years later, still got the nose stud..... still pissed. .. well 2 days sober! I hope it gets better for u.... I am drying my tears and trying to do something good! X
when this disease progresses to jails, institutions and deathe it's time to take action,
as I said i died on the table 3 times a
was brought back.
Somebody was looking after me,
if you need any help just reach out buddy, I got lots of contacts down this way.
My family have gotten used to this now and wont even be my next of kin sure what the hell I wont know anyway.
i have 111,00 pension that will pay for my funeral.
i wonder if they knew that would they jump to it.
i'll have my funeral payed for and the rest will be donated to Fellowship house in Togher a marvelous secondary treatment centre'
it's easy for me to say dont do but certainly get psychiatric help as they will set u up with a plan,
one thing i will say is stay away from cuan mhuire,
i do believe castle island is a good one and if you have a treatment centre fully completed get your ass into secondary treatment feloowship house,
i worked there for 3 years,
good luck ma c
hara
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Originally Posted by VikingGF
Glad to see you are doing well, Paddy, just another testament to the power of SR. Reach out and there is always someone there, and then someone will come and read your story and they are renewed.
Keep on going, you're doing so well.
Keep on going, you're doing so well.
thank SR maybe one day I will save one of yours
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Originally Posted by paddyjnr1
i would be dead only for reading the advice you gave me.
thank SR maybe one day I will save one of yours
thank SR maybe one day I will save one of yours
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Originally Posted by paddyjnr1
i would be dead only for reading the advice you gave me.
thank SR maybe one day I will save one of yours
thank SR maybe one day I will save one of yours
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Originally Posted by paddyjnr1
Sorry about last post, i guess it was my ego kicking in..
I think you are helping others by your posts to their threads
and the story evolving on your own.
That's not ego, just life and trying to help others.
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Originally Posted by Hawkeye13
my point exactly. . .
I think you are helping others by your posts to their threads
and the story evolving on your own.
That's not ego, just life and trying to help others.
.. thank you...
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My sleeping is all over the place and is driving my housemate crazy to the point she screams at me to wake me up.
i suffer from Sleep apnea and i know it can be quiet annoying.
I have taken to the decision.
to take to the bedroom on her request.
She says she is ringing my GP tomorrow in an angry tone to tell the this, she says it's bad enough living wit an alcoholic , depressant.
I do my best to stay out of my bedroom as it is not good for my depression.
Anyone got any suggestions, i also only have two tv channels in my room.
If she tells my doc this he will reduce my meds thus driving me crazy, i do kno its the meds that is making me lethargic but it's the only thing keeping me sane at moment.
i suffer from Sleep apnea and i know it can be quiet annoying.
I have taken to the decision.
to take to the bedroom on her request.
She says she is ringing my GP tomorrow in an angry tone to tell the this, she says it's bad enough living wit an alcoholic , depressant.
I do my best to stay out of my bedroom as it is not good for my depression.
Anyone got any suggestions, i also only have two tv channels in my room.
If she tells my doc this he will reduce my meds thus driving me crazy, i do kno its the meds that is making me lethargic but it's the only thing keeping me sane at moment.
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I expect she will cool off by the morning and you two can talk about it.
I started a journal and read novels to pass the insomnia--I expect Cork has
a fine public library system--what about getting some books and catching up
on reading.
If you can't focus on words, maybe some photography or art books?
I started a journal and read novels to pass the insomnia--I expect Cork has
a fine public library system--what about getting some books and catching up
on reading.
If you can't focus on words, maybe some photography or art books?
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Originally Posted by Hawkeye13
I expect she will cool off by the morning and you two can talk about it.
I started a journal and read novels to pass the insomnia--I expect Cork has
a fine public library system--what about getting some books and catching up
on reading.
If you can't focus on words, maybe some photography or art books?
I started a journal and read novels to pass the insomnia--I expect Cork has
a fine public library system--what about getting some books and catching up
on reading.
If you can't focus on words, maybe some photography or art books?
mirap/Zispin 60mg
Seroquel 100mg
lexapro 20mg
Xanaz 1x .500mg x 3 times a day
bisop10mg
Istan 5mg
Ventolin
symbicort,
selencro 18mg
My appitite all but went until I realised take one 30mg mirap and a half hour later you would eat a donkey.
i've told her this but it doesnt seem to wear with her. "She'll cool in the water she boils in"
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