Where I Was
Where I Was
When I found SoberRecovery, it was the day after I getting drunk again by myself--hungover and feeling ashamed.I felt like I was isolated and out of synch with the world. Even though I had binged before, I knew I needed to reach out and so I did. I joined this great community annd posted in Newcomers to Recovery. Almost immediately, I was given words of encouragement from fellow members that took away my feelings of isolation and gave me hope. Celebrating fourth day sober!
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Join Date: May 2014
Location: Helena, Montana
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When I found SoberRecovery, it was the day after I getting drunk again by myself--hungover and feeling ashamed.I felt like I was isolated and out of synch with the world. Even though I had binged before, I knew I needed to reach out and so I did. I joined this great community annd posted in Newcomers to Recovery. Almost immediately, I was given words of encouragement from fellow members that took away my feelings of isolation and gave me hope. Celebrating fourth day sober!
I too feel so blessed to be given another chance at life. I spent the weekend in the ICU and I got home two days ago, but attached to oxygen. I always wonder what it will take me to be convinced I can't drink like my friends. Today I'm grateful to be alive, off the ventilator and writing about how I feel, not drowning my fears and shame at the bottom of another bottle. What a relief to find this community! I cling to the hope that this realization isn't fleeting and that sobriety is finally a permanent fixture in my life. It's terrifying to be twenty nine and have been hospitalized as many times as I have... I had such a bright future before this drug entered my life and overcame it. With the right attitude and the work I hope I can reclaim that portion of my past.
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