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Originally Posted by Jimmy9212 
Walk was ok.
My sponsor relapsed..so I'll find a new one at the meeting tonight..fun stuff.
My sponsor relapsed..so I'll find a new one at the meeting tonight..fun stuff.
I just woke up. Just past hour 80 for me.
For some reason i set hour 72 and 96 in my head as milestones.
I am still feeling ok. Shoulders are still aching. I have a lot to do today though, so we will see how that goes...
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Originally Posted by Jimmy9212
Same here smile..same here..the magical 72 and 96..lol I too had those as some sort of milestone.
The point is to get to day 100 though.. And beyond.. We will. Baby steps.
Hour 70. Hanging in there.
The point is to get to day 100 though.. And beyond.. We will. Baby steps.
Hour 70. Hanging in there.
How are you feeling physically?
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Just checking in... for the last few days chores have been piling up, i just got some of them finished:
Folded 2 loads of laundry(ugh), yet to be put away though!
Cut the grass(it was out of control).
Replaced a sprinkler that has been broken while i was down n out.
Still not 100% by any means physically, but hoping i am on the upswing.
Folded 2 loads of laundry(ugh), yet to be put away though!
Cut the grass(it was out of control).
Replaced a sprinkler that has been broken while i was down n out.
Still not 100% by any means physically, but hoping i am on the upswing.
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Originally Posted by Jimmy9212
Same here smile..same here..the magical 72 and 96..lol I too had those as some sort of milestone.
The point is to get to day 100 though.. And beyond.. We will. Baby steps.
Hour 70. Hanging in there.
The point is to get to day 100 though.. And beyond.. We will. Baby steps.
Hour 70. Hanging in there.
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Originally Posted by Jimmy9212
I think I need motivation tips.. or how to not sit here feeling mad, sad, angry at myself..any tips?
Course you are gonna feel demotivated and listless, just go easy on yourself mate. Now isn't the time for an inquest into what's happened, just let the thoughts go and concentrate on staying clean- that really is all that matters right now.
Stay strong folks
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Love this motivating each other. That is great. It truly helps. Even more if you could get into the rooms (meetings) and be with other newcomers in person!!
Your sponsor relapsed, just shows how deep this disease is.. even the ones we look up to can go back out.
Keep this going, it helps us all.
Your sponsor relapsed, just shows how deep this disease is.. even the ones we look up to can go back out.
Keep this going, it helps us all.
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Originally Posted by finaltime
have you listened to my favourite speaker Adam on XA speakers? If not, try and get time. ITs worth it. He is under the narcotics anonymous section.
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