Day 1 again,
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Day 1 again,
I just wanted to document my withdrawal. It helps me for some reason so here we go! Day 1 has begun. I took my last 30 mg pill at like 1am and passed out.
So far I just feel groggy but I know what to expect. I won't want to do anything, I won't want to talk, I won't want to leave my couch...ugh.this is all my fault.
So far I just feel groggy but I know what to expect. I won't want to do anything, I won't want to talk, I won't want to leave my couch...ugh.this is all my fault.
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Thank you both, I appreciate the support ! I looked at myself in the mirror yesterday and didn't like the person staring back at me! I screamed and basically told myself that I'm strong and I've endured worse, I can do this.
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Just did 20 minutes of yoga and it helped the impending anxiety attack I was about to have turn Into a panic attack. Drinking water, took a multi, had some leftover spaghetti and I'm watching reruns of Roseanne.
I hope this it the last time you have to endure this. What are you going to do different this time to ensure this run is successful? Any plans to add support? NA? Seeing an addiction specialist?
This is difficult to do on your own, as you know.
This is difficult to do on your own, as you know.
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Well it's 10:34 AM and I feel like it's supposed to be 5 PM time is so slow but I'm staying strong. I cannot turn my phone back on , I'm still keeping it off I haven't been on Facebook I have not conversed with anybody. I'm just focusing on me right now and doing the best that I can. I'm doing laundry and cleaning the house so it's a good thing.
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