I'm new here. Kinda scared..
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Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: East Kansas City, Missouri
Posts: 2
I'm new here. Kinda scared..
I am craving soooooo bad right now and need help. I hid my addiction from my husband and family for over a year. During that year, I smoked meth almost every single day sometimes several days in a row, several times in a day.The last time I smoked meth was July 15th 2005. I smashed my pipe, deleted my contact's phone # and dropped all contact with friends who are still using. Now I feel so alone, lonely, depressed, FAT, angry with myself and yet I still want it!!! How stupid! I've almost depleted the savings acct, taken really big risks to get it, even bigger risks to use it. I have grandbabies that love me and I would hate to die from that stuff and my family find out about my use. Well, this is long enuff,
RockinGramma signs off and will play guitar for awhile to try and soothe myself.
Thanks!
RockinGramma signs off and will play guitar for awhile to try and soothe myself.
Thanks!
On a tear
Join Date: Jul 2003
Location: Volcano Country!
Posts: 3,221
Congrats on your decision, Grandma!
What I know is that it is easier to lose weight later than regrow a brain later. I also know I have a Higher Power who is guiding me. I believe He has connections. I will send up a prayer for strength and comfort via my HP to yours.
Feel that? Good.... I asked Him to turn up the power a little. Hope this helps.
Peace.
(((RockinGramma)))
What I know is that it is easier to lose weight later than regrow a brain later. I also know I have a Higher Power who is guiding me. I believe He has connections. I will send up a prayer for strength and comfort via my HP to yours.
Feel that? Good.... I asked Him to turn up the power a little. Hope this helps.Peace.
(((RockinGramma)))
JUST DO IT!!
Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Here Or There
Posts: 7,612
((((RockinGramma))))
Welcome to SR and we are really glad that you are here, I know all to well about the lonliness, and stuff like that and the meth LOL. But here you are reaching out and there will be a lot of people that are going to respond to you to. Your are welcomed here and many of us here will be friends. Hope that you Keep Coming Back and remember all we have to do this deal is for right now.
Love Vic
Welcome to SR and we are really glad that you are here, I know all to well about the lonliness, and stuff like that and the meth LOL. But here you are reaching out and there will be a lot of people that are going to respond to you to. Your are welcomed here and many of us here will be friends. Hope that you Keep Coming Back and remember all we have to do this deal is for right now.
Love Vic
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