hopealwayz

Too many black outs.

Time2Surrender

Scary stuff isnt it.Especially if you found out later you were driving too.

spirit

hi guys well this is MY thread hahaha i thought i was going to answer the questions haha, but it is good to see others have also answered in a way i would do.

but i think i beat you all

yes 1)i have lost time at work because of drinking, 2) yes drinking made home life unhappy 3) yes i have hidden my usage and 4) yes i have been institutionalised - but not because of booze - i know you all will find this hard to believe cause i am such a happy go lucky person hahaha- but i was and have been in that place. it was more than ten years ago but i agreed to go there cause my husband at the time was smashing the house and me up, so it was easier to pretend i was loopy, to get out of there. the hardest bit was that they took my kids off me in the process. extra hard cause i am a social worker by trade and child protection worker. but i knew i had to do something, to get the kids safe, so i played loopy so they would be taken to a safe place.

funny the things you forget isnt it - actually it was funny cause after about 4 days my folks found mein the hospital and rang and said "have you done something really bad, cause we could ring the news station and make a million bucks with a good stopry.

my dad just said " have you slept with michael jackson?" how cool are my folks hey hahahahah
i had to disappoint him and say it wasnt michael jackson hhaahahaha
ok more questions, i have had an intersting life, ask me anything

kath

Time2Surrender

Heres a question.Does anyone in here miss the lossing jobs,going jail,rehabs,health problems,broken marriages,financial problems and other stuff that came with alcohol and or drugs?

Time2Surrender

Kath,its about time you came back.Next question please.

CAPTAINZING2000

Waking Up With Out Knowing Who Was In Bednext 2 U

Time2Surrender

Even worse maybe being scared to see what was laying next to you?

spirit

hahaha oh cap that is very close to the bone, i have woken next to people and said "hey you arent bill" or whoever hahahahha, mind you that was a long time ago but ihave done that.
hey time, i dont miss any of that

here is question for you, who was the love of your life and where are they now???

cheers
kath

CAPTAINZING2000

I Was In College, A Little Bit How The English Call Randy. I Don't Recall Everything But, There's A Few Photo's Of Me Holding A Teddy Bear And Not A Stitch On. I Hope, Those Have Gotten Lost

squirrelly77

The love of my life...hmmm....in real life? His name is Bor Yelsreknat. If anyone has a mirror, you'd understand. Where is he now? No clue. Last I knew of him, was about 8 years ago and he was living in Ohio.
Oh man. What a horrible, terrible crush.
Now, in fantasy life...easy. Paul David Hewson. Where is he now? Trying to save the world. And make music.
***sigh***

Danielle

CAPTAINZING2000

Don't Know Nor Do I Care. Water Under The Bridge Now

nutz

Yes, to all the crazy stuff
No, I don't miss the rubber room.

All my ex's live in Texas.
Ablilene as a matter of fact.
The Bluest eyes in Texas be hunting me
I'm a thousand miles from nowhere.
Became so NUMB, caught in the under tow, just caught in the under tow.LMAO
She's yet to have all of me. The pain is so real that time can't erase.
The rain come to wash the sins between you and I.
So I'm living like I'm dying.

spirit

hey this thread is getting the best responses !!!

well the love of my life was a woman, hense ending up in the loop ward 10 years ago hahah

now i live with a man who ihave been with for 6 years and he is leaving me to go to be with the love of his life. this will happen today. i am very sad about that
buty hey **** happens hey
hugs kath

ps ask me anything???? hahahah

Time2Surrender

Well,this should be another reminder of the downfalls of alcoholism.I was with a wonderul woman named Corinna and loved her very much.We were even engaged to be married.Here is where she is now.
http://www.co.washington.or.us/sheri...a/ftl_1car.htm This happened 3 weeks before our wedding day.A cop showed up at our house and sat me down with some bad news.

nutz

oki doki
Have you ever had a wild bird landed on your hand as you let go
of all your fears. Did the bird looked at you right in the eyes ?

Or what moments, events or gifts did you experience which
cannot be explain by any logic. Did you feel or sense sometihing.
Was it feelings of knowing or was it of awe? Did you feel complete
or full.

chase

can you catch this and paint it yellow? ~

na4today

T2S....That is so sad. My first engagement ended in death. He wanted out of the dealings and the person he was dealing for didn't like the idea, I guess. Maybe he was afraid that Jesse would turn him in or something. So he shot him in the head and left him in the trunk of a rental car he was using. The reason he had a rental was because he totaled his truck driving under the infulence. His killer is spending the rest of his life behind bars with no chance for parole.

Now this diease has made me mad all over again!!

CAPTAINZING2000

Kathy,

I'm so sorry about you going thru this. No wonder you haven't been writing me Time heals all wounds. Just want you to know, i think you're very special. I don't think, your fellow knows what he's leaving!

We're all here for you. Don't let your Spirit do any thing but soar where it belongs

love

chris



N/A

I'm sorry i missed your post. I'm sorry for your loss as well


chris

liveat5

She's gone, and that's all that matters.

kckman

Have you ever seen the sun rise?