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12 years
It's been a long time since I've posted here, but I still remember the day, when I seriously decided to quit.
June, 13 the day I ended up in the hospital, because I thought I would be dead if I did not.
12 years later and it's kinda crazy to think that I've been sober for longer or about just as long as I've been an alcoholic.
Am I still "in recovery"? Yeah. The devil is still there. But the distance between us is a lot greater. I did relapse here and there, especially early on, but the important thing is to get back on track.
Right now I'm just a different person, different priorities, desires and my health is really not the same. Even the thought of a cold beer is just not appealing anymore.
Can't say that I'll never drink again, but at this point alcohol doesn't have that crazy control over me.
I guess the main point is that it is possible. I was a daily drinker, who could easily down a litre of vodka and then chase it with beer. I've lost jobs, relationships, wrecked my car, got mugged and injured all due to alcohol. And still I couldn't quit.
Tried and failed many times. This forum was the place that got me to understand that I had to quit forever. After much trial and error, I somehow managed. The journey is never over, but at least now I remember most of it.
Good luck to everyone who might be early and still struggling. It's possible and it's definitely worth it.
June, 13 the day I ended up in the hospital, because I thought I would be dead if I did not.
12 years later and it's kinda crazy to think that I've been sober for longer or about just as long as I've been an alcoholic.
Am I still "in recovery"? Yeah. The devil is still there. But the distance between us is a lot greater. I did relapse here and there, especially early on, but the important thing is to get back on track.
Right now I'm just a different person, different priorities, desires and my health is really not the same. Even the thought of a cold beer is just not appealing anymore.
Can't say that I'll never drink again, but at this point alcohol doesn't have that crazy control over me.
I guess the main point is that it is possible. I was a daily drinker, who could easily down a litre of vodka and then chase it with beer. I've lost jobs, relationships, wrecked my car, got mugged and injured all due to alcohol. And still I couldn't quit.
Tried and failed many times. This forum was the place that got me to understand that I had to quit forever. After much trial and error, I somehow managed. The journey is never over, but at least now I remember most of it.
Good luck to everyone who might be early and still struggling. It's possible and it's definitely worth it.
Hi serious - it's wonderful to hear from you. Congratulations on your 12 yrs. off the poison.
I was the same type of drinker - on a very dangerous path - and still trying to moderate, rather than quit. When I found SR I was able to face reality & find the strength to stop.
I appreciate your encouraging post - thank you.
I was the same type of drinker - on a very dangerous path - and still trying to moderate, rather than quit. When I found SR I was able to face reality & find the strength to stop.
I appreciate your encouraging post - thank you.
Congratulations on 12 years. You're doing well, but you can still commit to never drinking. Just do it and see what happens. You might be surprised. I was, but of course we are all different. I probably should not preach to a person with 12 years under their belt. But after all my sober time, I'm still figuring things out. It never ends. Every once in a while some newcomer will give me a bit of insight that I had missed before. But congratulations again.
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