Day 3
3 very tough foundational days on which to build. Hard-won days, those early days. But every single sober person with thousands of days sober has those first 3 right? You are in excellent company and you should be proud of your accomplishment.
I was the hopeless helpless kind of drinker at the end so there is absolutely NO WAY I could have had any alcohol in my home. 19 months in I still don't have any, but there are many folks on SR here who can stay sober with alcohol in the house. I don't know how they do it, but they do it.
I did have 3 bottles of white wine in a cupboard all very expensive and a gift from my husbands workplace - I always preferred red wine which is why they were still around - I took some perverse pleasure in opening each one and pouring them down the sink last week - I don't think at the moment I would be at all tempted - but I can imagine there could be an evening when they might have posed a risk.....so they have gone.......much to my husbands horror but hey ho...
In the beginning I had none. Knew I'd be circling it like a white pointer shark.
I still have none because I know I'd be thinking about it, and don't want to. Too much unnecessary pressure.
I can be around 'normal' drinkers now. If they start to become stupid I exit stage left.
Youre doing great Wel17.
I still have none because I know I'd be thinking about it, and don't want to. Too much unnecessary pressure.
I can be around 'normal' drinkers now. If they start to become stupid I exit stage left.
Youre doing great Wel17.
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