Suddenly obsessing over the past
Originally Posted by novips;[url=tel:7640737
7640737[/url]]From my perspective, what you are describing is a resentment that you have against yourself. The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous tells us that:
Resentment is the “number one” offender. It destroys more alcoholics than anything else. From it stem all forms of spiritual disease, for we have been not only mentally and physically ill, we have been spiritually sick. When the spiritual malady is overcome, we straighten out mentally and physically. In dealing with resentments, we set them on paper.
This excerpt precedes the instructions for the 4th Step inventory. So, one suggestion is to consider running this resentment through A.A.'s 4-column inventory.
Resentment is the “number one” offender. It destroys more alcoholics than anything else. From it stem all forms of spiritual disease, for we have been not only mentally and physically ill, we have been spiritually sick. When the spiritual malady is overcome, we straighten out mentally and physically. In dealing with resentments, we set them on paper.
This excerpt precedes the instructions for the 4th Step inventory. So, one suggestion is to consider running this resentment through A.A.'s 4-column inventory.
Thanks for all your replies everyone - each one is read, and reread. I’m so grateful for this forum. Day 4, it’s not so bad 🙂
Originally Posted by Steely;[url=tel:7640719
7640719[/url]]You're not alone TheAten.
Get this....last night I googled, "I am a really bad person." 😂
I think we'll get over it with greater sobriety. Begin to like ourselves more. Let go. Forgive, as we would others. Accept.
Hope so, else I'm doomed to self loathing for life. Noooooo!
Get this....last night I googled, "I am a really bad person." 😂
I think we'll get over it with greater sobriety. Begin to like ourselves more. Let go. Forgive, as we would others. Accept.
Hope so, else I'm doomed to self loathing for life. Noooooo!
None of us are bad people! We might have done some questionable things but sending some not too pleasant texts is not an unforgivable offence in the course of a whole life.....especially if you are learning for mistakes, changing your behaviour and trying to be a better person.
I find that dwelling on things just traps me in a shame cycle and it can but really triggering alcohol wise. Be kind to yourself and try to remember that we all deserve care and forgiveness xx
I find that dwelling on things just traps me in a shame cycle and it can but really triggering alcohol wise. Be kind to yourself and try to remember that we all deserve care and forgiveness xx
None of us are bad people! We might have done some questionable things but sending some not too pleasant texts is not an unforgivable offence in the course of a whole life.....especially if you are learning for mistakes, changing your behaviour and trying to be a better person.
I find that dwelling on things just traps me in a shame cycle and it can but really triggering alcohol wise. Be kind to yourself and try to remember that we all deserve care and forgiveness xx
I find that dwelling on things just traps me in a shame cycle and it can but really triggering alcohol wise. Be kind to yourself and try to remember that we all deserve care and forgiveness xx
LOL TheAten. I was hoping google would say, "you're ok steely. You've got a shadow like everyone else. Alcoholic, or not. Alcohol seems to shine the spotlight on ours.
Important to recognise the shadow and determine to change. If I deny my shadow, I deny myself, and ultimately the light. Deeeep!
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These cats believe in you TheAten.
Important to recognise the shadow and determine to change. If I deny my shadow, I deny myself, and ultimately the light. Deeeep!
🐱 🐱 🐱
These cats believe in you TheAten.
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