Sometimes, I just don't want to do this anymore.
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Hi Jen,
I felt this exact same way. the hardest time for me was between 2 and 4 months. Getting sober was also my idea. No one else pushed me to get sober, which I think made it more difficult.
I remember sometimes I would get off work on a Friday and I would be so mad at myself. I would think "why did I try this dumb sober idea? Why did I ever sign up for SR and the November 2018 class? Why did I ever start attending addiction therapy? I should have never done any of these things, because now I'm held accountable. Otherwise, I could go get drunk right now."
I didn't have these thoughts all the time, just sometimes. Friday after work were the worst. i know everyone is different but it took me 6 months to be fully recovered from alcohol.
I felt this exact same way. the hardest time for me was between 2 and 4 months. Getting sober was also my idea. No one else pushed me to get sober, which I think made it more difficult.
I remember sometimes I would get off work on a Friday and I would be so mad at myself. I would think "why did I try this dumb sober idea? Why did I ever sign up for SR and the November 2018 class? Why did I ever start attending addiction therapy? I should have never done any of these things, because now I'm held accountable. Otherwise, I could go get drunk right now."
I didn't have these thoughts all the time, just sometimes. Friday after work were the worst. i know everyone is different but it took me 6 months to be fully recovered from alcohol.
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Originally Posted by WaterOx 
I understand how you feel. I'm starting over for the millionth time. This is day 10 and day 10 always sucks for me.
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