When will it end
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Hi Zombiegirl.
I really understand your post. I am in the exact same position as you. Was doing great, but screwed up again. I need to do this once and for all for my husband, my son, and most importantly for myself. I love your plan and it has inspired to me to make one of my own. Here's what my plan is so far.
- I just emptied a lockable file cabinet and put all the liquor in there and gave my husband the key.
- I told him that I will show him all the bills as they come in so he can see there are no charges from the liquor store. I need to earn his trust back.
- I told him that I was going to come here for support every day.
- I'm going to read the books I have on the subject every week. The first one is The Naked Mind.
I really need to get this right this time. Maybe we can support each other. I'm on day one today.
I'm rooting for you!
I really understand your post. I am in the exact same position as you. Was doing great, but screwed up again. I need to do this once and for all for my husband, my son, and most importantly for myself. I love your plan and it has inspired to me to make one of my own. Here's what my plan is so far.
- I just emptied a lockable file cabinet and put all the liquor in there and gave my husband the key.
- I told him that I will show him all the bills as they come in so he can see there are no charges from the liquor store. I need to earn his trust back.
- I told him that I was going to come here for support every day.
- I'm going to read the books I have on the subject every week. The first one is The Naked Mind.
I really need to get this right this time. Maybe we can support each other. I'm on day one today.
I'm rooting for you!
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Join Date: Nov 2013
Location: uk
Posts: 473
Originally Posted by MagnumCat 
Hi Zombiegirl.
I really understand your post. I am in the exact same position as you. Was doing great, but screwed up again. I need to do this once and for all for my husband, my son, and most importantly for myself. I love your plan and it has inspired to me to make one of my own. Here's what my plan is so far.
- I just emptied a lockable file cabinet and put all the liquor in there and gave my husband the key.
- I told him that I will show him all the bills as they come in so he can see there are no charges from the liquor store. I need to earn his trust back.
- I told him that I was going to come here for support every day.
- I'm going to read the books I have on the subject every week. The first one is The Naked Mind.
I really need to get this right this time. Maybe we can support each other. I'm on day one today.
I'm rooting for you!
I really understand your post. I am in the exact same position as you. Was doing great, but screwed up again. I need to do this once and for all for my husband, my son, and most importantly for myself. I love your plan and it has inspired to me to make one of my own. Here's what my plan is so far.
- I just emptied a lockable file cabinet and put all the liquor in there and gave my husband the key.
- I told him that I will show him all the bills as they come in so he can see there are no charges from the liquor store. I need to earn his trust back.
- I told him that I was going to come here for support every day.
- I'm going to read the books I have on the subject every week. The first one is The Naked Mind.
I really need to get this right this time. Maybe we can support each other. I'm on day one today.
I'm rooting for you!
Of course we can. I'm on day 2 and still feel the guilt of Saturday. I text my partner a massive apology and he never answered so I called him. He said it's done. He had never seen me that way before and i have never behaved in such an appalling way. My voice was breaking on the phone and I said to him. I cannot drink again it makes me into a person I'm not. I am one of the kindest people you would meet and I would never hurt anyone. I hope he knows this and will gradually forgive me xxxx
PM if you would like and we can send each other messages of encouragement xxxx
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Join Date: Nov 2013
Location: uk
Posts: 473
Thank you.
my anxiety is through the roof at the moment and I just want to be ok again. I have my antidepressants and my anti anxiety medication to help me.
I honestly wanted to die yesterday and I am very tearful today but I'm still going and I'm still sober.
I need this and I bloody want this
my anxiety is through the roof at the moment and I just want to be ok again. I have my antidepressants and my anti anxiety medication to help me.
I honestly wanted to die yesterday and I am very tearful today but I'm still going and I'm still sober.
I need this and I bloody want this
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