Hi every one
So as the title says I am.currently 28 weeks pregnant and an alcoholic. Prior to becoming pregnant i was drinking around 2 bottles of wine a day. When I discovered I was pregnant I sought help from a local addiction centre and AA and managed to cut down to around 2 drinks per week. All my scans and checks have been normal and in my 2nd trimester my drinking slowly started to creep back up again, and ive been drinking between 2 and 6 units most days for weeks now. I am still attending AA and my 1:1 counselling but feel like nothing is working
I beat myself up with guilt daily and can't sleep for worrying about my baby's health and future. I feel like I dont deserve to be a mother and hate myself every timw i drink but I just can't stop the addiction 😢😢😢
Any support will be greatly appreciated, please dont judge me I am trying so hard and giving myself enough grief.