Day 1
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Day 1
So, I'm usually on the friends & family forum, but in trying to handle that I found that drinking really helped! But I know it doesn't. After trying to just cut back or stop for a couple of days to prove I didn't have a problem, I found that I couldn't do it. It's everyday and I've started to scare myself with how bad I've gotten. I only drink at home, so my SO is the only one who knows. I know that I have to quit. So, here I am. Day 1 is almost over. This is the time of day I'd be drinking heavily. And it sucks so bad. I'm angry and really anxious and really ashamed.
Welcome Dusty. Glad you're here. I also only drank mostly at home, generally refusing a drink on social occasions away from home. One day I counted the number of beers I had already drank and was astounded. I didn't seem drunk to myself. Apparently I drank that amount every day. Hang in there.
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