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Hey D....Still trying,
this was my post for today....Thanks for checking in,
Well it’s minus 40 degrees here in Ontario, Canada and there was no heat at my workplace today….I made it through the day, feeling ill, wanting\craving a drink…My normal routine on a Friday night would be to drive directly to the beer store after work come home, start a fire, give my cats some treats and then crack a cold one, and then another and another…. My favourite night to get smashed….no responsibilities the next day and I felt I deserved it because I worked hard all week! Well I’m home, the fire is on, the cats got their treats but I drove right by the beer store, looked at the sign and said “Never Again” ….Going to be my first weekend sober in a very long time….feel good about my decision tonight but feel terrible about what I have done to my health….. Peace!