Well done freeowl, I'm on the making amends journey myself so I can relate to it being scary. I've done a few now, and I find each time I do one I gain and grow. It's about clearing away the wreckage of our past. It's truly a humbling experience and I think we gain in some humility. It's a step that needs to be done.
Don't think too much, you'll create a problem that wasn't even there in the first place