I feel so sad...
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Hi hollowx
Drinking is not the state of mind you want to be in when you're thinking about your problems - it makes everything seem that much worse and that much more insurmountable.
There is light at the end of the tunnel and there is always hope.
There is relief, and there is a happiness and joy ahead - not an illusion, but genuine solid happiness and joy.
I have no reason to lie. There is life after addiction
You being here shows you're a fighter. Thats half the battle won already.
Please do read the following link, or at least think about ringing one of the crisis lines numbers.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ease-read.html
If things are urgent call 911.
We care about you. Take care of yourself
D
Drinking is not the state of mind you want to be in when you're thinking about your problems - it makes everything seem that much worse and that much more insurmountable.
There is light at the end of the tunnel and there is always hope.
There is relief, and there is a happiness and joy ahead - not an illusion, but genuine solid happiness and joy.
I have no reason to lie. There is life after addiction
You being here shows you're a fighter. Thats half the battle won already.
Please do read the following link, or at least think about ringing one of the crisis lines numbers.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ease-read.html
If things are urgent call 911.
We care about you. Take care of yourself
D
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Join Date: May 2013
Location: UK
Posts: 2,057
Originally Posted by hollowx 
My dream to just jump off the roof and feel the breeze as the life escapes from my breath one last time...
What if I told you that you can't predict the future? What if I told you that even severe pain is TEMPORARY? What if I told you that you are loved even if you don't feel it?
Put the booze down its only goona serve to make you feel even worse and distort your emptions and rational thinking.
YOU are WORTH IT ok? You are an AWESOME human being.....don't go by your feelings please.
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Hi kiddo no Sweetheart you are not.. really.. its just so much in your life ... like so many of us.. that creeps up and kicks us hard.... Sad ... I waited for my Daughter to come to visit for my birthday on Sat.. our time is so short and she is so stressed by the time she gets to me.. sad.. I cried the better part of the weekend. and napped and tried hard to go to a better place in my mind and heart.. I am not a bad Mom.. why couldn't we have had a job in the 1980's that was as good as right this minute.... it would have paid the bills and kept the lights on and food on the table.. but then the kids would not be who they are today..... so I look at old photos of happy faces. and dream of laughter so long ago..... No kiddo you are not alone in this feeling.. for it is a terrible iron we all carry .. Love a Mom..
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