Day 0.5 after day 90 :/
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Day 0.5 after day 90 :/
3 months in rehab. Did it help? Absolutely. Did I help myself? Absolutely not.
Relapsed after I got home on Tuesday. Could I be any dumber?
I'm now detoxing. Going to the local hospital in less than 24 hours. I'm absolutely -not- gonna take the chance of an 8th seizure.
Got my hand casted after under-realizing how low my tolerance is now. Punched a table, but after all, it was the better alternative than punching any human beings. I'm not that guy.
I'm so sorry guys and gals. I'd like you to know that relapses never work. Never.
Relapsed after I got home on Tuesday. Could I be any dumber?
I'm now detoxing. Going to the local hospital in less than 24 hours. I'm absolutely -not- gonna take the chance of an 8th seizure.
Got my hand casted after under-realizing how low my tolerance is now. Punched a table, but after all, it was the better alternative than punching any human beings. I'm not that guy.
I'm so sorry guys and gals. I'd like you to know that relapses never work. Never.
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Thank you all. Weirdly, I've never felt more comfortable going to the hospital. Perhaps because I've figured I hate being alone.
It's not easy typing with a broken right hand. I'll just say; SR, you've been a lot of help.
It's not easy typing with a broken right hand. I'll just say; SR, you've been a lot of help.
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Thanks for asking,
I've been... through the worst. For around 2-3 days, every second felt like a nightmare. Anxieties hitting new peaks. I just felt like I was about to die at every heartbeat.
Just wanted to sleep through it all, which for the most part I tried to do.
Now I feel rather... okay. Maybe a little apathethic and depressed... still a lil of the shakes, anxiety, etc.
ps. the small text font in my original post, I didn't intend to format it that way... but now that I did, I'd say it reflects shame and how soft spoken I really am.
I've been... through the worst. For around 2-3 days, every second felt like a nightmare. Anxieties hitting new peaks. I just felt like I was about to die at every heartbeat.
Just wanted to sleep through it all, which for the most part I tried to do.
Now I feel rather... okay. Maybe a little apathethic and depressed... still a lil of the shakes, anxiety, etc.
ps. the small text font in my original post, I didn't intend to format it that way... but now that I did, I'd say it reflects shame and how soft spoken I really am.
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