Woke up in a snowy ditch at 4am
Woke up in a snowy ditch at 4am
Drank heavily last night. Probably two bottles of wine and whatever else. Don't remember. My cell was dead. My husband was out searching for me all night.
I woke up very cold and disoriented. I soon realized where I was, but didn't now how I got there. I walked to the hotel nearby but it was closed up so I flagged a guy down and asked him to call 911. I I was scared crapless. Lying with my legs on the road and my torso in the snow bank. Halfway across town where I was. My gawd.
Ambulance arrived and told me my pants were undone and my shirt was askew. Well, I freaked of course. What have I done.
At the hospital they took my blood to check if I was drugged and swabbed. I'm at home now. As I'm sure you can appreciate, this is pretty much as low as it can go for me, short of having froze to death.
I am entering a treatment centre this Monday. Two weeks to start. May be longer.
I need to fix this now!
I woke up very cold and disoriented. I soon realized where I was, but didn't now how I got there. I walked to the hotel nearby but it was closed up so I flagged a guy down and asked him to call 911. I I was scared crapless. Lying with my legs on the road and my torso in the snow bank. Halfway across town where I was. My gawd.
Ambulance arrived and told me my pants were undone and my shirt was askew. Well, I freaked of course. What have I done.
At the hospital they took my blood to check if I was drugged and swabbed. I'm at home now. As I'm sure you can appreciate, this is pretty much as low as it can go for me, short of having froze to death.
I am entering a treatment centre this Monday. Two weeks to start. May be longer.
I need to fix this now!
I am so sorry for that frightening experience, Vona.
I am glad that you are basically okay.
It's good that you are ready to take strong action to fight alcoholism. There is an exponentially better way to live; give treatment all you have and then some so you can find that better way.
Rooting for you, Vona.
I am glad that you are basically okay.
It's good that you are ready to take strong action to fight alcoholism. There is an exponentially better way to live; give treatment all you have and then some so you can find that better way.
Rooting for you, Vona.
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That must be such a scary experience... I am really glad to hear you are okay and safe now, plus you are going to treatment which couldnt be better news.
Towards the end of my drinking, I was in a blackout every single time I drank and anything and everything could have happened to me. But in the middle of my addiction likely possibilities of terrible things happened didnt even cross my mind.
I hope that this is a wake up call for you and for all of us sober alcoholics here to see what could happen to us - endless possiblities - if we go back to drinking again.
Towards the end of my drinking, I was in a blackout every single time I drank and anything and everything could have happened to me. But in the middle of my addiction likely possibilities of terrible things happened didnt even cross my mind.
I hope that this is a wake up call for you and for all of us sober alcoholics here to see what could happen to us - endless possiblities - if we go back to drinking again.
That must be such a scary experience... I am really glad to hear you are okay and safe now, plus you are going to treatment which couldnt be better news.
Towards the end of my drinking, I was in a blackout every single time I drank and anything and everything could have happened to me. But in the middle of my addiction likely possibilities of terrible things happened didnt even cross my mind.
I hope that this is a wake up call for you and for all of us sober alcoholics here to see what could happen to us - endless possiblities - if we go back to drinking again.
Towards the end of my drinking, I was in a blackout every single time I drank and anything and everything could have happened to me. But in the middle of my addiction likely possibilities of terrible things happened didnt even cross my mind.
I hope that this is a wake up call for you and for all of us sober alcoholics here to see what could happen to us - endless possiblities - if we go back to drinking again.
Xoxo
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Thanks for coming here and posting.
I hope the treatment center is a good experience for you. So, so, so very glad you are still alive! I live in the high mountains and too many don't make it in that experience. You must have one hell of a guardian angel!!
I hope the treatment center is a good experience for you. So, so, so very glad you are still alive! I live in the high mountains and too many don't make it in that experience. You must have one hell of a guardian angel!!
Hi Vona71
Glad to hear your adventure, really glad you were not hurt. I got convicted of a 2'nd DUI about a month ago, best thing that ever happened to me. Hope walking up a ditch is one of the best things that ever happened to you. It can be if you let it.
Glad to hear your adventure, really glad you were not hurt. I got convicted of a 2'nd DUI about a month ago, best thing that ever happened to me. Hope walking up a ditch is one of the best things that ever happened to you. It can be if you let it.
So scary, thank god you are okay! I'm glad you're going into treatment now. I look back on those last few terrible days before I went into treatment, and they are a powerful reminder of where I know I will end up if I drink again. Best wishes to you for a strong recovery!
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Hi Vona. So glad you were not seriously hurt. Please be kind to yourself. You have taken the step to get professional help and I really, really hope it works out for you. Stay safe until it begins.
Vona, what a terrible experience, I am so sorry for you. It is just amazing how it gets worse and worse, isn't it? You have been given a second chance, take it and make the most of it. Put everything you have into the treatment and make it work this time. Thinking of you.
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