Day 3 as of Jan. 5th
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Day 3 as of Jan. 5th
It's Day 3 and I'm doing alright for the most part! Although I had unexpected triggers while reading a book (there was a scene where people were in a tavern) and while watching Downton Abbey when the staff were celebrating downstairs. It's actually kinda comical the strangest places where I can get triggered.
It goes to show that despite my heart truly desiring a more authentic spiritual sober life, my brain would find clever unsuspecting ways to try sabotage that. But doing good and grateful for the forum for being here.
Btw, season 6 first episode of Downton is pretty good! Looks like a promising final season.
It goes to show that despite my heart truly desiring a more authentic spiritual sober life, my brain would find clever unsuspecting ways to try sabotage that. But doing good and grateful for the forum for being here.
Btw, season 6 first episode of Downton is pretty good! Looks like a promising final season.
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Empath- completely understand about the sneaky places triggers will reveal themselves. I keep telling myself just a little bit longer and works for while but without warning the most in unsuspecting thing can have alcohol at the forefront. I imagine this will dissipate as time rolls on. Happy your doing well and find this site helpful. I most definitely agree!! Well 24 hours down and 24 to go. All can manage at moment. That's ok. Take care out there.
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Tonight while walking home in the crisp night air a smile sneaked upon my face just for the sheer joy of knowing that I am on the right path. The wind blew through my hair like a kiss from Spirit as I thought to myself, "I am getting closer to Heaven." Something responded inside me, "What is Heaven to you?" and I replied from my heart, "Peace and Joy." Yes I am one step closer Home.
Day 4 today. And onward march.
Day 4 today. And onward march.
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