bblackbirdflyy

I hate posting in the main thread. But I ... I'm drunk again. Good lord I've been trying since 2011. I'm contemplating many things. I need to go to bed... need to work at 7pm. Tty then

Hevyn

Please do come back bblackbird - talk to us. We're always going to be around to listen and care.

Ultramarathoner

Come on by August 2014 BBF! I know there are a bunch of folks who want to know more about what you've been up to- and how we can help!

Soberwolf

You can do this but you got to accept that drinking is a dead end rd

Really glad your here

Dee74

Hi BBF

I never got sober until I accepted the need for change. I had to accept my life needed changes - resl strong irreversible changes.

I had to accept that I would never be the teflon coated drinker I wanted to be...and I had to accept I needed to do a lot more in order for me to stay sober.

I had to take drinking off the table as a viable option for me - for good.

Things can and will get a lot better BBF - all you need to do is decide whether you're really going to go for it this time?

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