This is a major achievement for me.. Some gasping moments when I thought I would die for a drink, but the horror of my last hangover and the stubbornness of my. Irish heritage is pulling me through
Together with AA.. I'm trying to trust in a higher power and let go, let go, let go.. Sometimes I think my head is going to explode with the stress and fear of my everyday life, but I've had some days recently which have been almost, almost calm..
I've been thinking and feeling that maybe I don't have to react to things in my usual internalized panic!
Maybe maybe things can be ok if I step out from directing the film?
My dad died 2 years ago yesterday in a difficult way, and my mum is sick. Id like to stay sober to handle all this.
Thanks to all on SR who post and advise. Thankyou