i want to be high
Earth Child
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Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: Edinburgh, Scotland
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i want to be high
I want to be high
i want to drink
there are other things i want to do but am only keeping this to drink and drugs
I have an AA meeting tonight at 6pm
i like to go earlier talk to people before the meeting hopefully they have decaff coffee
i want to drink
there are other things i want to do but am only keeping this to drink and drugs
I have an AA meeting tonight at 6pm
i like to go earlier talk to people before the meeting hopefully they have decaff coffee
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Glad you are going to a meeting Phoenix. I'd love to have the "high" that I used to initially get from Alcohol too, but our addiction would have us forget the "low" that comes soon after and lasts much longer than the fleeting high feeling.
Earth Child
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am a member of a few forums one of the forums showed drug use ( there allowed to talk and have pictures of it ) triggered me
they talk about it like its something that everyone should do
there having fun being high and being drunk
i just want to drink one drink but its never be just one will it
its will kill me ...
so am going to my AA meeting soon hopefully it helps
they talk about it like its something that everyone should do
there having fun being high and being drunk
i just want to drink one drink but its never be just one will it
its will kill me ...
so am going to my AA meeting soon hopefully it helps
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Join Date: Jan 2013
Location: USA
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Is there someone you can call in the meantime? It helps to talk, but also it helps to think it through. Give yourself time to sit with that uncomfortable craving until it subsides. Don't give in! Explore why you want to feel high. How are you currently feeling?
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Originally Posted by ThePhoenixFlames 
am a member of a few forums one of the forums showed drug use ( there allowed to talk and have pictures of it ) triggered me
they talk about it like its something that everyone should do
there having fun being high and being drunk
they talk about it like its something that everyone should do
there having fun being high and being drunk
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Join Date: Oct 2013
Location: Midwest
Posts: 9,029
Hi Phoenix, hang in there and go to the meeting early. Ditch the other forum. Drinking and drugging for us IS NOT FUN. It can kill us. I heard Amy Winehouse Rehab on the radio this morning. Great song. But she's dead. It's not fun.
I'd also recommend getting a cup of decaf before the meeting. I only drink decaf. Hang in there. Sending positive thoughts your way.
I'd also recommend getting a cup of decaf before the meeting. I only drink decaf. Hang in there. Sending positive thoughts your way.
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Join Date: Nov 2011
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you can look at the other side of that kind of forum (am thinking on one in particular) if you have the stomach for it; the memorials for all the dead members.
Some die very publicly - via webcam and chat.
It's pretty horrific to see the reality of the mentality that goes on there.
Especially from the ones that want to make sure everyone knows "see, I told ya I was hardcore."
Please stay away from those forums. It's just a bad, sad place to be, long-term OR short-term.
Some die very publicly - via webcam and chat.
It's pretty horrific to see the reality of the mentality that goes on there.
Especially from the ones that want to make sure everyone knows "see, I told ya I was hardcore."
Please stay away from those forums. It's just a bad, sad place to be, long-term OR short-term.
Earth Child
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Went to the meeting 2 hours before it started because i read the wrong things witch said the meeting starts at 6pm i didnt start until 8pm didn't realize until we where there for an hour then one of the cleaning people said they open the room at 7 pm
me and my husband sat in the car for half an hour
finally got to the meeting and its helped a lot i have one women number so if i feel shaky or having a bad time i can call her
i have since deleted that forum
my husband has use a highlighter pen so i can see what ones am ment to be going to and the right time
The meeting was so good tonight we where all laughing it was good
not going to get high today and not drinking
i want to be sober one day at a time
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