Drunk right now and don't know why
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Originally Posted by Thatdeliveryguy 
I am in trouble
The last two times that I drank 7 years ago
I ended up in front of the judge.
It wasn't pretty
but, gave me yet another reason to sober up.
MM
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I am an awe that you all care this much. Its enough to make a man cry. Thank you all, thank you, thank you, thank you my friends. Well after sleeping all afternoon and into the evening I am wide awake and sober.
Tomorrow is going to be one of those days. I am afraid, I could actually be held in contempt of court. If I am it will be awhile before I see you all again. I am going to ask the court to send me to inpatient treatment though and see what happens.
OH gosh, what have I done, this is scary. Sick and hungover, puking myself and lonely. The wife decided she's had enough and went to her moms yesterday till " I make a decision for myself and get better or decide to be a drunk fool" so I am by myself left with the world.
I don't know anymore, this sucks, I don't want this anymore..... Things keep getting worse and worse.
Tomorrow is going to be one of those days. I am afraid, I could actually be held in contempt of court. If I am it will be awhile before I see you all again. I am going to ask the court to send me to inpatient treatment though and see what happens.
OH gosh, what have I done, this is scary. Sick and hungover, puking myself and lonely. The wife decided she's had enough and went to her moms yesterday till " I make a decision for myself and get better or decide to be a drunk fool" so I am by myself left with the world.
I don't know anymore, this sucks, I don't want this anymore..... Things keep getting worse and worse.
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We have heard it so many times
We had to get sick and tired of being sick and tired before we finally made a firm decision to stop doing what was destroying us and the ones around us that we love and love us.
Mountainman
We had to get sick and tired of being sick and tired before we finally made a firm decision to stop doing what was destroying us and the ones around us that we love and love us.
Mountainman
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Whether you think about it or not, God Loves you and wants to see you get help.
We gotta ask for help and then Life can change.
When I finally cried out in my brokenness God was there.
And heh, man, If you fail we all fail. you're one of us brother.
We gotta ask for help and then Life can change.
When I finally cried out in my brokenness God was there.
And heh, man, If you fail we all fail. you're one of us brother.
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Originally Posted by AS987
It feels strange to really want someone you barely know to pull through and end up on top, but I'm rooting for you!
Just another thing that I love about this site.
MM
There can be a happy ending yet. Just believe.
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