Thatdeliveryguy

Gosh this is a long night. Putting a plan together its lonely, but I am trying to make use of this time. Inpatient is where I am headed, scared to quit, scared to keep drinking, just scared.

Nights do funny things to me, the darkness around me feels like my soul and my being are enveloped in it all..... I want to come out of the darkness and the pain to stop. I want this night to end and to find some day light literally and figuratively.

Time to come out of the darkness and find some light in my life. But what a lonely depressing night. I am sober though and that's all that counts, holding on to this sober moment, chain smoking, and drinking tea. What is one to do, biding my time till I can get help.

Hope everyone else's night is going better.

Tang

If it makes you feel better I can't sleep as well and I'm drinking tea. I send you well wishes my friend.

Soberwolf

Its 12 in the afternoon but im drinking tea waiting on my lunch


Pm Jeremy if you want im here bud or try reading a book that always helps

Elodie

It's light here on the east coast, so it's heading your way! Hang in there, Jeremy!