oldsoul1122

I'm experiencing the same thing and feel as you do about a lot of things. I posted today about the depression and loneliness like I'm mourning the loss of an old "friend." I don't think there's a replacement at least not in my case. I'm determined to find happiness within and not another dependency of some sort because in time that could fail me too. So hang in there. I also love the feeling of waking up without sickness and remorse!