Tapering...
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I know there are none, but many others think there are. That's why I think they would be shocked to know about me. When my ex-wife and I first separated, I called a friend from our church over to talk. During the conversation, I let him know I have a pretty serious drinking problem. His jaw dropped in disbelief. Alcoholism is no respecter of persons. I know this, but a lot of people still don't.
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I always have the same thought when I read about moderation or tapering......if it was really a viable choice, than we all would have already done it and no one would be an alcoholic!
The same applies to quitting drinking alcohol completely....if it was easy to accomplish, than we all would have done that too! I think this discussion minimizes the fact that alcohol is a highly addictive drug to those who have consumed more than they should.
I join the chorus that state that tapering and moderation just did not work (or could not work) for me.
The same applies to quitting drinking alcohol completely....if it was easy to accomplish, than we all would have done that too! I think this discussion minimizes the fact that alcohol is a highly addictive drug to those who have consumed more than they should.
I join the chorus that state that tapering and moderation just did not work (or could not work) for me.
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Here is my question about that, though. How does someone with an iron will become addicted to anything at all? I'm not trying to be a smartass, I'm being serious. That's what I was meaning in my original post. If I had that kind of resolve, not only would I not need to taper, I wouldn't have become an addict in the first place. See what I mean?
Here is my question about that, though. How does someone with an iron will become addicted to anything at all? I'm not trying to be a smartass, I'm being serious. That's what I was meaning in my original post. If I had that kind of resolve, not only would I not need to taper, I wouldn't have become an addict in the first place. See what I mean?
I stopped drinking pretty much cold after 30+ years with not much else than will power.
I just never had applied my determined will to not drinking before as I didn't want to quit.
Others on this list have done the same. I guess I didn't have the will
until the drinking really became a threat to my health and job.
Still had terrible detox anyway.
That was before I knew how dangerous it was to quit on your own cold turkey.
Here is my question about that, though. How does someone with an iron will become addicted to anything at all? I'm not trying to be a smartass, I'm being serious. That's what I was meaning in my original post. If I had that kind of resolve, not only would I not need to taper, I wouldn't have become an addict in the first place. See what I mean?
As for willpower, I know the answer for me
I always thought I could control my drinking one day...'if only I had x'...
Part of my iron will wanted to drink.
I found better results with acceptance - accepting I was an alcoholic,m accepting that I couldn't drink with any degree of lasting control, and accepting that with drinking came disastrous consequences.
Once you truly, fundamentally accept those things, it's much harder to make a casual decision to drink - or at least it was for me.
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Here is my question about that, though. How does someone with an iron will become addicted to anything at all? I'm not trying to be a smartass, I'm being serious. That's what I was meaning in my original post. If I had that kind of resolve, not only would I not need to taper, I wouldn't have become an addict in the first place. See what I mean?
Today is Day #1 for me (and I only have another hour left!).....but only when I started to equate alcohol to being an addictive drug like nicotine (another former addiction of mine), it forced me confront the fact that this is an addiction, and I need to treat it as such. Hope that helps.
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This is only my opinion of course. But from what I've read and my own personal experience. People who taper themselves feel like they can control alcohol and eventually be able to drink normally. I've tapered many times, it feels good, gets you pumped on life and before you know it you slip right back in to the alcoholic trap. Even to this day after years of failing I still consider tapering to control my alcohol intake. It's insanity defined. And the sad part was everyone told me it doesn't work and what a shocker, it didn't work.
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I found better results with acceptance - accepting I was an alcoholic,m accepting that I couldn't drink with any degree of lasting control, and accepting that with drinking came disastrous consequences.
Once you truly, fundamentally accept those things, it's much harder to make a casual decision to drink - or at least it was for me.
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Once you truly, fundamentally accept those things, it's much harder to make a casual decision to drink - or at least it was for me.
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This is only my opinion of course. But from what I've read and my own personal experience. People who taper themselves feel like they can control alcohol and eventually be able to drink normally. I've tapered many times, it feels good, gets you pumped on life and before you know it you slip right back in to the alcoholic trap. Even to this day after years of failing I still consider tapering to control my alcohol intake. It's insanity defined. And the sad part was everyone told me it doesn't work and what a shocker, it didn't work.
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I drink about 700ml of vodka/day. I've been drinking for 26 years, but its only in the last 8 that I've been exclusively drinking hard liquor and only within that time that I've noticed withdrawal symptoms - other than a regular hangover - when I quit. I've quit dozens of times, but each times seems to get a little more intense. No seizures or DT's or anything like that yet, but just feeling like absolute hell.!
The good thing is you are honest and opening up about it.. That's a positive step. (Also, detox is just a few days stay and isn't the same as a longer term rehab.. just wanted you to know they were 2 different things so you wouldn't be adverse to a detox if needed.. )
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Here is my question about that, though. How does someone with an iron will become addicted to anything at all? I'm not trying to be a smartass, I'm being serious. That's what I was meaning in my original post. If I had that kind of resolve, not only would I not need to taper, I wouldn't have become an addict in the first place. See what I mean?
I got addicted not because I didn't have the will, it was more of a progressive thing, before I knew it I was drinking everyday and massive amounts on weekends. My AV would justify that it was normal to drink because everyone does.
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Like you, I definitely drink too much... I have tried this past two months, not too drink two days a week. It is working quite well. I feel really well on Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday when I do not drink. I drink some wine (too much I concede) on Wednesday to Sunday... My next goal will be to add one more day...in september... and so on... I used to drink every day, so it is encouraging. We are all different and while we have all the same "issue", we are all different in our ways to overcome our addiction and feel free again. I wish you good luck.
That seems pretty interminable to me Domichou.
I think the object of a taper, if you insist on doing it that way, needs to be getting down to zero in a reasonable amount of time.
If not, then I think you're just binge drinking, really?
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I think the object of a taper, if you insist on doing it that way, needs to be getting down to zero in a reasonable amount of time.
If not, then I think you're just binge drinking, really?
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I guess maybe I should have rephrased my original post to state that tapering has not worked for me, personally. I was just here a couple weeks ago being pretty boastful about how it had before and that I was gonna do it again and yada yada yada...
I don't ever want to trample all over anything that has worked for anyone when it comes to getting off this terrible drug. I apologize if it came across that way to anyone. I read the other day that there are only two known drugs detoxing from which can kill you: alcohol and benzos. Is that true? If so, why the hell is alcohol legal?! Why can you buy it pretty much everywhere?
And isn't it benzos that are administered to aid in withdrawal from alcohol?
I don't ever want to trample all over anything that has worked for anyone when it comes to getting off this terrible drug. I apologize if it came across that way to anyone. I read the other day that there are only two known drugs detoxing from which can kill you: alcohol and benzos. Is that true? If so, why the hell is alcohol legal?! Why can you buy it pretty much everywhere?
And isn't it benzos that are administered to aid in withdrawal from alcohol?
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That's exactly the way it was for me. I detested beer the first time I tasted it, but a few years later experienced my first buzz. It only took one beer. At that point in my life I never had more than 4, tops. This was in the 80's when drinking massive quantities of alcohol was the thing to do. It was in my early 20's that I first decided to drink alone, and it was then that the quantities - and frequency of drinking - gradually increased over time. Never in a million years did I think I would have a problem, even though I was already showing the signs.
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That's exactly the way it was for me. I detested beer the first time I tasted it, but a few years later experienced my first buzz. It only took one beer. At that point in my life I never had more than 4, tops. This was in the 80's when drinking massive quantities of alcohol was the thing to do. It was in my early 20's that I first decided to drink alone, and it was then that the quantities - and frequency of drinking - gradually increased over time. Never in a million years did I think I would have a problem, even though I was already showing the signs.
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