neferkamichael

Cflexbxny, you know you can do it, rootin for ya.

KateL

Just try again. At least you know it's doable x

Cflexbxny

Thank you so much for your kind words and support.

What really sucks is that I am paying for something that I did YEARS back...Drunk. Talk about Karma.!

I am my own worst enemy. I can kill myself, resurrect me and kill me again. Ja Ja!


Aint that something.. The icing in the cake was this song..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtOvBOTyX00

Can you get any more sappy?

Nuudawn

Beautiful song Cflex... her song "Arms" can reduce me to a sappy puddle.
Hope you're feeling stronger than your original post.
Whatever it is...it can be faced a whole lot better sober.

Dee74

No matter how many times you've read your own story before, there's always a chance to rewrite the ending Cflexbxny

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Hevyn

I say it all the time, but it's true - sometimes we need further proof that we can't touch the stuff. You learned something. Maybe you'll never have to feel this way again.

Serenidad

Pick yourself up. Dust yourself off. Start over. You didn't lose those 31 days. I'm sure you learned a lot from them. I relapsed after 5 & 1/2 years. Why? Because I forgot that alcohol is cunning, baffling & powerful. BUT...I learned ALOT from my relapse so I guess there is a silver lining. There is always a silver lining. Hang in there. Move forward. If you beat yourself up...you will just drink again & that's what your disease wants. It wants us dead! :-( You can do it!

Just remember....drinking never gets better...it's never gonna be fun for us again (if it ever was). If I were you...I would write down exactly how you feel right now. Write until you have nothing else to say. Next time you want a drink....read it. I bet drinking won't sound as good. Also...while you are writing, try to identify what triggered you to take that first drink on Sunday.

Hang in...Jen

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