starting over
In the early days of sobriety, I tried to keep a sense of humor about things, because it really really is an absurd and surreal time.
The line from the Monty Python show used to pop into my mind all the time "and now for something completely different..." like me doing something other than drink and drug.
Like, I feel like crap so I am going to put on some music and sing real loud, or go to a meeting of other pathetic losers (that was how it felt back then) or sit in a corner and do that thing where you make your lips go up and down like a motor boat with your finger...or do a LOT of word search puzzles.
go to the zoo, make cookies and hand them out to my friends, watch funny cat videos on youtube...life was absurd anyway....
glad you are on board. it gets better.
The line from the Monty Python show used to pop into my mind all the time "and now for something completely different..." like me doing something other than drink and drug.
Like, I feel like crap so I am going to put on some music and sing real loud, or go to a meeting of other pathetic losers (that was how it felt back then) or sit in a corner and do that thing where you make your lips go up and down like a motor boat with your finger...or do a LOT of word search puzzles.
go to the zoo, make cookies and hand them out to my friends, watch funny cat videos on youtube...life was absurd anyway....
glad you are on board. it gets better.
Glad you are back. I found that once I truly admitted that I could not drink alcohol and believed that my life was much better, easier, peaceful without it; I don't have to think about the "first" days again.
Trudging the Road
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